where the heart is

i miss you guys! that video call was awesome.
thank youiiii.

once in a lifetime

since two of my friends have done it, i decided i would do it too. H said it's okay but T said it's yumm. i had to find out myself so i excitedly went to Giant today and bought it..

all i can say is.. do NOT buy. do NOT even have the intention to try it. LOL. but, that's just me. different people different taste buds, right?

but.................... trust me on this la.hahaha. once you pop, you CAN stop. =p

go-Diva

i'm big on accessories (especially from Diva). i've picked up this habit of buying accessories in Melbourne (because they're super cheap!) well, not exactly super but i only bought them during sales. who could resist 3 for $10? so when it's cheap, i go crazy. i mean, where else can you get these things at a bargain? and went i shop, i go for big (literally) ones. big rings, big necklaces..

i love bibs. they were only $5 each!

there's this one chain necklace that i absolutely love but it's not in either pictures because it's too long and chainy(?).haha. i really believe that an accessory defines a person. be it in terms of taste, style and what not. it's the focal point of your whole attire, a fashion statement. i don't mind investing on accessories because they last (this WILL happen a lot when i get a job). you can pass them down to your sisters, kids, grandkids. Eh? haha.

now, this is just between you and me.. 80% of my accessories have NEVER been worn. hihi.

bedazzling

i got so bored the other day that i thought of doing something abnormal. i suddenly felt like sewing an old sweater of mine. so that night, i went to the mall with mom and bought some beads.wanted black ones but they don't have it so i settled for silver beads instead. i immediately started with my project as soon as i got home. didn't sleep until 5am (just to finish one side!) so slow lah my hands. then the next day, woke up feeling very excited to finish the other half. that took me until lunch time! hoho.

before

after

upon seeing me in this newly sowed (sewed?) sweater, mom said i look BIG. *panics* really??!! like really really??! yikes. i've to ease on food from now then. eat lesser junks and more healthier food (yucks). nooooooooooooooooooo...! i cannot! i love cheese cake (whatever cakes!) too much to let it go. i need a HEALTHY dose of those irresistible chocolates. i LOVE junk food. plus, i'm a sweet tooth. i've a packet of rock sugar in the fridge calling my name! asking to be eaten (okay, i lied). but my point is, i just cannot live without 'crap' food (yes, my mom said 'crap'). another dilemma to worry about. pfftt.

the one who passed away

Jang Jang Binks,
ur the most gentle, patient cat ever.
never grumble when we said no.
never bite when we shoved countless pills down ur throat everyday.
never fail to come running when we call out ur name.
ur a true survivor.

we miss you so much B.
but i know ur happy and safe in heaven.
therefore, we're not worried.
we love you.

moving on

"Maybe this happy ending doesn't include a guy.
Maybe it's you, on your own picking up
the pieces and starting over.
Frame yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on"


(He's just not that into you, 2009)

new york!

before i went to Melbourne, i met up with the girls. picked them up and off we went to the Curve. but it failed to impress us with its choices of restaurants. ewah. we then headed to One Utama. due to our undecided-ness of where to eat, we turned to the trusted directory board. a couple of minutes later.... still undecided. lalala. with that, we moved on, walked aimlessly (might not be true) until we saw IT. NEW YORK. it's a sign. we ARE going to NY, SOON... or not. okay, maybe not. oh well, if we don't get to go we might as well try the 'Authentic New York Indulgence'.

and boy, did we indulge!

mushroom pizza..yumm

then the most awesome thing happened. we ordered the mudpie (mud? eww) but we got the deep fried Mars bar instead. i was like, "EXCUSE ME." (no, i didn't say that out loud) but but don't worry, that confusion rewarded us with TWO desserts! double fatty! yay!

deep fried Mars bar with ice-cream.
oily(?) and sinful. but i LOVED it.

mudpie!
drool much?
you should! because it was simply
amazing.


hey, guys..what's with the sunnies?
HAHA.

S

M

baby got bags

things that make me happy

huge ass balloon thingy
(whatever you call it)


shopping!



and santa!(?)
lol.

the top i wore was the only clothing i bought (which was so not me). the moment i went into Glassons, that blouse caught my eyes. i grabbed it and asked B (my cousin's daughter) if it's pretty. she said NO (what does a 9 year old know about fashion anyway?pfffttt) i bought it and it turned out to be my favourite blouse for the week. weee..

its weird, really. that this time, i completely turned a blind eye on clothing. i was more into bags. clutches, handbags, wallets. the handbag i was wearing, was a gift from my dear cousin, T. i absolutely loooove it. thank youuu! then, there's mom, who bought me another handbag as a graduation present. it is the bag of the year! hihi. (and yes, i wore the same cardie twice)

bag: Tony Bianco

then my brother bought a clutch for me. on top of that, i bought a wallet with the same style as the clutch. to compliment each other lah (as if!).

die heart

it scares me,

that i still felt something
after everything that had happened.
my heart literally felt like DYING.
surreal.

i should have probably
be OKAY right about now.
i mean, c'mon..

people change.
feelings falter.
bitterness lingers.
and honestly,

LOVE SUCKS.

all the time.

picture taken from here