Friday, April 30, 2010

scawed


i was busy doing something and then there was a knock on the door.i peeked outside and saw a police car and panicked when i saw 2 policeman/woman at our door.uh-oh.my heart skipped a beat and i straight away thought of something bad.i was worried this might have something to do with my brother.cikgu opened the door and i heard them said that someone got into our neighbour's house yesterday.so they were asking if we saw anyone suspicious.we said no and off they went.wow.that was scary.both me and cikgu got worried and i immediately headed to the living room checking the windows, the back door and everything else.then it came to our realization that our house isn't safe.at all.windows aren't grilled, gates are easy to open, back door's lock doesn't function well.now im really scared.then cikgu left leaving me all alone in the house.i triple checked everything, making sure they're closed, locked etc.then i was pretending to be busy when i was actually nervous.i watched videos on utube just to get my mind of it and jumped when i heard weird sounds.i am now hiding in my housemate's room, with my phone next to me ready to make an emergency call.lets hope everyone else get home soon!

Monday, April 19, 2010

oh, my mother

things my mom would do for me..

1. lets me out till 2am and laughs about it
(i love you ma!)

2. looking for someone who's going to the UK to buy me a Chanel pearl necklace
(i said Hell no, of course)

3. gives me money to go to New Zealand
(im still considering)

and she wants only one thing for me. to come back home.

should i feel guilty? yes. should i let go of my dreams? yes. i will insyaAllah do what's best for the family. mom is loving enough to her daughter, friends are giving enough with their opinions, housemates are cool enough with my situation and uncle GKF is kind enough to give me support. what more do i need?

enough, now.