24 going (back) 22?

last 2 weeks me and my darling housemates went on a holiday trip to Bodeshen.all five of us crammed into a white cute myvi (its actually spacious ok.support myvi!hahaha). our journey was short but super fantastic.

lemme just tell you that my housemates are all students and im the only working gal in the house.sooo...there's the age gap between me and the rest which wasnt and is not a problem to me at all.in fact, i love them very much.they are truly like a sun that never fail to light up my days.anyway, there was this..little incident that happened and at that moment i somehow felt i was way too old for it or...them!

we were looking for parking when one of us say a car with the mmu sticker on. so we were like.."omg..!! budak mmu!" we kinda like freaked out sbb of all people, budak2 mmu gak yg kitorg jumpe.there were 3 cars full of the opposite sex.WoW!!hahahha..one of the car stopped next to ours and they lowered the window..one of them asked if we are from mmu..bla bla bla..then...he asked us to join them at a party on that nite..

wait, did they say..party? my heart was jumping like mad (koff..! i exagerated).anyway..we were like "party?owh..its okay.thanx anyway!" we waved goodbye and that was it.at that exact time, i suddenly felt.."omg! i am old!" why do i feel that the guys are only eye-ing the rest and not me? (they were actually) and then i tried to think positive.they cant see me so they only focused on them..or i am young ok.at heart. (yeah rite!) i was distraught. hahahaha..and after that, i kept repeating that, "guys..i feel old.i want to be young like youuu.im old" they did their best to make me feel better and ya..i did.im supposed to feel young when im around them rite?well..thinking of it now.i do act like them, talk like them, behave like them..(despite my age) so hey! i am young! im not 24.but im 22..!!! haahhahaha..

i do feel great spending my precious time with them.i am forever at ease.my gratitude to you guys.Muax!!

Hands Up!

i just came back from watching my colleagues playing badminton. and while i was watching them, i remembered one story that i forgot to tell.this happened probably early this year..(i cant recall when.hehe). well, i was left alone for 3 weeks coz my housemates are on their end semester holiday.so..the 1st two weeks everything was ok and i was feeling great that i got the house to my own.then this one nite (on the 3rd week) something happened.

i was chatting till 5 am. and then i decided to sleep thinking that i've to work on that day. as usual, i would hug my big Huggie Bear everytime i want to sleep.since the bear is big, one of my hands wud surely be hanging.that nite, my left hand was hanging.about 5.20 ish..i was 'tido2 ayam' when i suddenly felt heat in front of me and i heard a weird 'nyaring' sound.then without me totally realizing it, something lifted my left hand!

i was absolutely in shock and it struck my head that 'it's happening again' (the 1st time was in jb). i tried to open my eyes and my mouth but to no avail.i panicked and i cant think of what to cite.so i just screamed 'Ya Allah' with all my heart.and that thing let my hand down.then after that, it continued to do the same thing for like 2-3 times.

after the 3rd or 4th time, it let go of my hand.and immediately i could open my eyes and mouth.pastu..mmg tros taleh tido aa..hahahha.freaked out tahap gaban.so the next day i brought home a cd with azan, some surah etc and i put the volume to 100% and i played them at every corner in my house.hahahahaha.takut punye pasal (padan muke!).

well, thats about it.remember, dont leave ur house for too long but if u do, make sure u cite some verses or azan when u get back.

cheers!

Being Single Means:

:. being Misunderstood .:
:. being a Threat to other party .:
:. being called as 'Desperate' .:
:. being called as a major Flirt .:
:. being perceive as the big C - Choosy .:
:. people don't Trust you with their 'belongings' .:
:. you're leading a Boring life (non social person) .:
:. people have the ticket to actually Pity you (for being soo single) .:

Sho...Bashically....Singles are Shad, Shlow, Shick, Shlame, Schreep, Shannoying..NOT!!
*too bad for those who think like this*

well im Single..and im Lovin it..!
dont you, hot sexy single gurls? i know you do. (^_^)

Life Is Wonderful

*currently listening to him
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Life is Wonderful
Words & Music By Jason Mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen it takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I’m saying
It takes a thought to make a word
It takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

A La La La La La La La Life is wonderful
A La La La La La La La Life goes full circle
A La La La La La La La Life is wonderful
A la la la la…

It takes a night to make it dawn
It takes day to make you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

A La La La La La La La Life is wonderful
A La La La La La La La Life goes full circle
A La La La La La La La Life is wonderful
A la la la la…
It is so…….
It is so…….

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Judgmental Hobbes

*this image has nothing to do with the entry.just for display
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Jugdmental-ist


being judgemental is normal for normal people.
BUT.it'll become un-Normal if u are too Judging..
what about people that u dont like so much?
what do they do that u practically feel like vomitting orbiting their heads off?
or why do the sound of their voices make u want to hurl?
every person in this world has their own prefences of what they like, enjoy and stuff..
those are the things that make life more interesting.
we cant just judge a person from the way they behave.its just who they are.

why? because when ur being judgmental, negative vibes surround u
and u can only think of the worse rather than the good part.
to judge people in every aspect is dangerous..particularly in counselling.
u can NEVER judge a person during counselling..that'll help the counselor to not have any bad
feelings or assumptions towards the person.and also help to provide better conclusions.
people do the things they do.we just have to accept their flaws..

same goes to other people where they
are adapting to who we are..our attitudes..our weirdness..
we could be the ones who do not realize it.
they could be doing or thinking the same thing about us.
how annoying we are to them..how sickening we are...
think about that..ur not the only one with feelings.
every living things has feelings.its up to
us on how to control it.

so try accept others the way they are.if u can help them, help.if u cant, just leave them.

Somewhere Only We Know

Places:

1. New York
2. Japan
3. Penang
4. Pulau Tioman
5. Pulau Perhentian
6. Vietnam
7. New Zealand
8. Melbourne
9. Gold Coast / Sydney
10. Bali
11. Mauritious
12. Port Dickson (been there all my life.hahaha)
13. Virgin Island
14. Necker Island

*Red ones = places i've been
*the rest = places i dream to go

Grave

if ur in my place rite now..u'd probably be graver than me.imagine eh...living in CyberJahat (shana,2008) without internet connection in ur house for 3 weeks! damn TMnet! we've been waiting like hell ok. they've been giving excuses..this la..that la..tapi keje tak jalan langsung! F***! aihhh...mcm soyal.i missed a lot of things..YM, frenster.... aaaaaaaaa!! bongok!
anyway...will get back soon..(after we get the connection, of course) i've few entries to be posted.
bye!

Cold Turkey

do u realize that everytime u say 'cool' or 'chill' ur actually not anywhere near it? ur just pretending that everything's fine and ur cool with it.that it doesnt bother u much.

its easy to be in Denial.to imagine that ur somewhere else and all the things dont matter to u. even if its the biggest problem that ur going thru.

i dont know about you but for me i find it extremely easy to be in Denial and can be said as a part of me. my best friend. i depended on Denial. with Denail, i can at least pretend as if im okay and almost nothing in this world can bother me. without Denial, i wud Die. and i do not mean literally but yes..i wud Die without it. u may think im Stupid or that im running away from my problem (running-away-doesnt-make-any-sense thingy)..i know. but rite now ur not the one with the problem. u can easily say, 'relax' or 'everything's gonna be ok' etc. but what ur forgetting is that, ur not ME. no f**king way. so dont go on and on telling me that everythings gonna be fine or ur gonna be ok or dont run away from ur problems.. WTF.

* im not attacking anyone here ok.this is just something i came up with at the office since there are NO..i repeat NO work to do AT ALL.its the 2nd week that we dont have anything to do. how can i not LOVE my job?seriously. hahahha.. but honestly, jgn terasa ok. anyway, i do honestly love you all..u know who u are. u've been great to me..supporting me all the way, giving me advises and the most important thing is that you guys make me happy. this is just an emo entry. my unconscious-crazy-mind got to me.harhar.. (totally BS) maybe its because i've been reading all these emo blogs.u shud check them out.they are SERIOUSLY EMO-S.

try:
lidah-lidah.blogspot.com
gadisjahat.blogspot.com
fynnjamal.blogspot.com

they are all EMOS. i dont understand. they have great future ahead of them and their BM is extremely beautiful but they cant seem to embrace the life they're living. i mean, everyone has their own problems, big or small, but we need to get a hold on ourselves rite. have to be strong. not a pessimist. (easier said than done, fina).. hahahaha.. but i've been thru the 'dark ages' in my life too..and so does u. it'll only makes us stronger rite?

-what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger-