Thursday, July 31, 2008

thirty first july

..is the end of my stay in mesia hall.sad?no.excited?not really.more like a hassle for me.cuz i am l.a.z.y lazy to kemas brg2 yg bersepah kat bilik ni.

today i went to skool early and i actually sat down at the library to kononye 'study'.yeah rite.haha.anyway, my class was at 530pm and i 'studied' until like 245pm.then went makan2 then i decided to follow dalina and my brother to brunswick west to check out the house that we're gonna rent for few weeks.the house is ok, its just the fact that i have to travel quite far from there to skool.but who am i to complain.beggars cant be choosers rite.so lepak jap kat umah tu..tanye this and that.then kitorg blah at about 5.the tram came at 511pm.aku rilek je knowing tat i'll be late for class.45minutes gak la nak sampai city.i have to take 3 different trams to go to skool.by the time i reached building 9, it was already 6pm.hahaha.apalaga, jalan laju gile mengalahkan siput. =p masuk klas tersipu2 malu.wahaha.naseb baik la the lecturer baik.hmm..balik je klas, makanan dah disediakan.lasagna, mee goreng, cucur jagung (feveret) and jelly.sedap sedap.

aaaaa...maleh aa nak kemas brg2.naseb la esok takde klas.kite enjoy!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

As-Sigmund Freud

wawawaaaa...assignment sikit tapi byk benda kena buat.critical thinking critical thinking.aku dah la tak critical.chronic ade la.hahaha.1st assignment due 15 august.a 2000 words essay.byk betol reference dia nak.have to follow this style la, do this la..jadi bingung.ni lah akibat dah lame tak buat keje skolah.

pening.nak makan lah.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

ulat buku

today i went to uni early so that i cud join the library tour.yeah..library.haha.it is never in my desired-places-to-go list.but anyways, i found it very interesting and i felt giddy just by looking around at the library (i know..i know..its surprising that im getting excited over a library.haha) hey, it is utterly fantastic okay.with loads of computers, the huge space, the private study room, the computer labs and everything else.but the most remarkable and smartest stuff is the online library system.so much better than in mesia. (^_^)v i've never felt this way about a library but yeah..the RMIT Swanston Library changed all that.hoorah..!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Snowy Queen

the snow trip was fun, fun, fun!! aku sgt eksaited dan seronok sbb for the 1st time i get to actually see, feel and play with snow.waktu wiken mmg ramai org la but it didnt stop me from having so much fun with them.there were 15 of us altogether and we spent the nights in a big cozy house.hmm..the snow didnt fall until late afternoon.but i still get to feel the soft virgin snow coming down on us. *sigh* the feeling was unexplainable.some of us played toboggan, some played snowboard and ski.tapi sejuk dia mmg tak tahan la.it was up to 2 degree.my feet and fingers were numb akibat cuaca sejuk tahap maksima (well, its an experience rite).
i wanted to tell more but i'll just let the pictures explain it all.

** i uploaded the pics in picasaweb.the link is on the left side.

Friday, July 25, 2008

weehuuu!!

i cant wait!! gonna go to Mount Buller in few hours.first time nak main snow.freaking eksaited..!haha.i'll main snow sampai lebam sbb we're gonna stay there until sunday.aaaaa....tak saba weh.lala~

Thursday, July 24, 2008

oh, ridiculous

today i had a late afternoon class on Communication & New Technology.it sounds fun rite?..rite..its not.i absolutely have ZERO understanding of whatever the lecturer said.seriously.if i hadnt control my brain and nerves, my mouth wud be wide open, my eyes wud be blinking 100x per second..i felt like s*** on today's class.i dont have frens.well, there's amy but she got her chinese frens.so im left alone.and the assignments..oh the assignments! only TWO assignments are given and both of them are essays.for the 1st one shud be 2000-2500 words and for the 2nd one shud be 3000-3500 words.gile! pastu each one marks dia 40% and 60%.lagi gile. *pengsan* anyway, esok nak pegi snow trip.balik hari ahad.yay!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

pengertian Public Relations


the art of not returning phone calls
(absolutely fabulous, ABC Australia)

2nd day at skool

sucked.hhahaha.well, it didnt suck like really2 suck.suck in a way that i cant participate and share my ideas with the rest.the fact that my brain doesnt work anymore makes me look dumb.seriously.they were talking about the Olympics and bla bla bla..all i cud do was listen, nod my head few times and say 'yeah..haha' or 'yup' or 'haha'.u see? i repeated my laugh.they were serious i tell u.and they read news.i dont.aaaa...no wonder la kan.i dont read news.haha.well, its not my fault.everything in the news are boring.or is it me? im pretty sure that they're boring but at the same time its probly me being too ignorant..anyway, i cant wait for our snow trip this weekend.finally..something to look forward to.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

far from timid

"im never good at asking questions"

i said to a fren.its true..the fact that i always avoid asking 'killer' questions made me become someone who'll never rest her soul.kenape eh?the obvious reason wud be that i cant handle the truth.if possible, i'd rather hear u lie than telling me the things that i dont want to hear.so what does that make me?a coward.yup..i am indeed a pathetic coward.
but dont worry.i am slowly changing.like today, i asked my brother if he's still a student (the one thing that REALLY worries me). i was ready to hear the word 'no' to come out from his mouth.but it didnt.and i was relieved.he may or may not be lying but thats the answer that i want to hear.therefore, i rest my case.

Monday, July 21, 2008

1st day at skool

not bad..i thot i'd die of boredom.well, for a while i did but i came out of it.haha.it wasnt painful but rather nervous.yeah, i was nervous on my 1st day of skool.it turned out, i am the only one from mesia.and the rest are mostly chinese,1vietnamese,1thailand, 2indians and a local guy.i made frens with Blaze, from hong kong.he's alrite..quite frenly.and i also made frens with Prerna from India.she's extra frenly and the fabulous thing about her is that she talks alot.well, both me and Blaze cud definitely see that.haha.Catherine Gomes, the lecturer, is actually funny despite the fact that kak Akma claimed that she's a nightmare.the subject she's teaching, Asian Popular Culture, got me really interested on it.althou i had no idea what she talked about, im quite sure that i'd love to learn more.hopefully.class ended at 8.thirty minutes earlier than it's supposed to.by the time we got out from class, it was raining and as usual, the weather got extremely cold.i met up with my brother and we went back together.so thats about it.my 1st day at skool.

ur a text.i am a text.we are all a text.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Zoology

on saturday..my brother texted me and asked, 'hari ni nak buat ape?'.aku pun tak tau nak buat ape.lepak kat bilik pun ok gak.hehe.i asked him plak nak buat ape and he said ingt nak pegi zoo but takut time winter ni the animals wud be hibernating.and at last he said we'll just go to the city and asked the red shirt people if its advisable to go there.so later we ended up at the Melbourne Zoo.when we arrived at the zoo, i was surprised seeing that there were not many cars and there were no people lining up at the counter.well, not that there were none, there were few people tapi cm tak percaye.its the weekend, there's supposed to be a lot if people at the zoo..rite? anyway, we went in and were greeted by a lovely peacock.and after that, we saw pigs.yup..pigs.i was laughing my ass off cuz it was unexpected to see pigs in a zoo.haha.
then..true to his words, some of the animals cozily slept.the beautiful leopards, tigers, a puma..but it wasnt all disappointing.i was happy to get to see all the animals except the penguins.cuz in mesia, most of the time, we're dont see the animals but only the empty cages.correct? in my case, i've experienced it before kat jb.pegi zoo tapi tak byk binatang.merepek.but frankly, i enjoyed my trip to the zoo.aku puas hati.i got to see kangaroos, wallabies, cute koala bears, snow leopards, meercats, quokkas etc.i am definitely going back to the zoo.but my next target is the Werribee Safari.cant wait!

a place i long to be

aarghh..! school starts tomorrow.malaaaaass.huhu.im still in lazing around mood. *sigh*

Friday, July 18, 2008

dalam pada takde duit..


aku pegi jgk makan pancake yg sedap gile ni.mahal..tapi aku teringin.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

f.c.u.k

if it wasnt because of his phone that im borrowing..
i'd kick his arse already.
demmit!

im going Nut-ella

i broke down yesterday.silently crying under the quilt.not knowing what to do i text kodie and he..well kodie reminded me that He is here to help.always will.and all i have to do is ask.thx kodie.i cudnt stand it anymore.the urge to go back home overshadows everything else.a fren said "ni baru sikit"..but what he doesnt know and feel is that its different.kat mesia boleh la nak ckp cmtu.tapi kat sini rasa susah dia lain.parents are not here to help.ade abg pun, abg sendiri ade masalah dia.relatives pun jauh.so ape2 hal mmg sendiri kena settle.no one is gonna help.and being a daughter who understands the position of my family, i dont want to burden my parents, especially my mom.she insisted on me going here eventho i told her i didnt want to go because of some problems.as a mother, i know she wants the best for her children and i dare not fulfill that.i know she said she can find money for us but i've seen how hard she worked when my brother was here last year, and i cudnt let her go thru that again.not for now.not for me.
abg aku is doing his best to look for a job for me and also for himself.so hopefully we get one.kalo tak dapat cover fees pun at least dapat cover our rent and bills dah memadai.but rite now all im worried about is not having a temporary place to stay..

kalo rase kat mesia susah..kat tempat org lagi susah.

Monday, July 14, 2008

doesn't feel like home

aku ada masalah.
tapi aku berlagak mcm takde ape2.
walaupun dalam hati rasa nak balik sgt.
i knew this is going to happen.
i shud have insisted to stay home.
im tasting regret in my mouth.

Obsesi Depresi

Hari ahad aku penuhi dgn aktiviti makan walaupun aku bgn pukol 1:30 ptg.haha.kak akma buat farewell makan2 kat hall.almost every ex-hallians dtg makan.which was great and successful.dia masak byk gile kot.ayam masak kicap, ayam masak gulai, kambing masak tomato, sayur bendi dgn keropok.utk deserts plak ade bubur jagung, rojak buah, pastu muiz bawak cake chocolate 2.so we had a lot of food.and I, I didn’t stop eating from 2pm until late nite.non-stop.ade je benda sumbat kat dalam mulut.i guess I officially lost my bet with you, nats.i know I am gaining weight, especially during winter.so nats, u won! Hahaha..regardless of how many weights u lose, u still win. (^_^) yay! Hehe.i wont be loosing any weights soon pun.i’ll just go on and on eating as many times as I wish.lala.anyway, this morning I found out that I wasn’t banned.i can still online.yay again!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

i wasn't gonna wake up until..

i dreamt of him last nite.

he was fighting for me but i left.

'cos it seems so surreal.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Taste Bud


every morning i wake up, i taste regret in my mouth.why do i, until now feels like packing up my stuff and go back home?not a single day i forget to think about it.it goes on and on in my head, twisting and turning..i do know the reason of this and yes, i am confident to say that i probably shudnt have come here.people say that this is normal.."biasa la, mule2 mmg rase cmtu" but i am not so sure about that.is it really normal for me to feel like this?my feet are still cold.and they dont look like they're gonna be warm any sooner. *sigh* i dont know how to deal with it.every solutions we came up with have their pros and cons but then again any decisions we'll make will either way affect us.especially in terms of monies.aku tak boleh la.mmg betol2 rase nak balik.but can i just leave?no i cant.a fren said aku kuat semangat.is that even true?i dont know.we'll just have to wait and see.

Madina Halal

pagi ni aku harungi jgk hujan sbb nak ke uni buat student card.jap lagi sampai2 je kat Hub, office tutup!mcm haram.sia2 je bgn pagi.tapi at least aku happy sbb 2 jejaka kacak tegur aku.one of them is Josh.hemsem weh.tak berkelip aku tgk dia.hahahha..his fren is not bad jgk but i cant remember his name.after meeting them, i cant stop smiling to myself.terasa mcm diawang-awangan.lalala~ (mule la berfantasi). anyway, aku balik smule ke hall and i found out that kak akma was suffering from a period pain.maka,cancel lah plan kami ke footscray utk carik ayam daging halal.but she said that if at 2 her pain is gone, we'll go.tapi bukan ke footscray but ke brunswick.thats good enuf for me sbb i wanted to make full use of my daily tram ticket.byk gak la brg mentah kak akma beli because she invited ex-hallians to come and eat on sunday.she's going back to mesia for good so buat la makan2.rite after we finish with brunswick, we went to chapel plak to meet my brother,to buy some rice and also to eat at Pak'E nyer restaurant called Blok M.Pak'E is an indonesian guy and dia masak mmg best.then after that kitorg balik la.mengharungi the freezing nite again.

rufus humphrey

i've never should have let you let me go..

to like or to hate

the things that i like & i dont like:

the likes:
people are very courteous - if they bump into u they'd say sorry eventho sometimes its our fault
drinkable tap water - no need for me to buy mineral water anymore
Sunday market - cheap, cheap, cheap
crazy sale - i'd go crazy over their sales (today i found a dkny boots on sale for 45$ only)
things they sell - most of them are not available in mesia (im crazy about their hair & facial products!)
cell phone system - i can get ANY phone for free and i only have to pay for the bills
seasons - i get to experience all the 4 seasons
fast food chain - they have a halal mekdi and kfc
Chapel Street - i just love that street
Smith Street - is where i found Keds and loads of other cheap branded stuff
trams - i like trams.feels like home walaupun tak same dgn putra lrt or monorail.same but trams moves on the main road itself

the donts:
cold - specifically the winter
rent - very expensive which made me regret my decision of coming here
classes - haha.well, i have to go rite.
toilet! - do u know how hard it is not having to use water when ur doing ur business? aargh!

oh no..i thot i'd have more donts than the likes.dem.does this means that i am actually liking this city??omfg.eh...tak boleh jadi ni.cannot cannot.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

sing to me

lunch kat mekdi halal

aku percaya..setiap org yg aku jumpa akan mengajar aku sesuatu yg baru or even memberi pengajaran kat aku.and selalunye bile aku kenal seseorg, akan ade hikmah disebaliknye.which is good sbb aku maseh lagi mentah.byk yg aku tak tau, byk yg aku kena belajar.tak kesah la sesiape yg aku jumpe kat mesia ke kat australia ke, aku byk belajar dari korg sume.mcm kat sini, aku kenal kak akma.bersyukur sgt kenal dia sbb dia senior aku.byk tips bagi, and byk membantu.mase nak enrol subjects dia lah bgtau jgn amik ni jgn amik tu..amik subject ni best..haa..aku mmg bersyukur jumpe dia kalo tak aku bantai je amik subject.mase nak enrol subject aku jumpe plak high school fren.alhamdulillah i found someone i know.mmg tak rapat pun dulu.she's was in the 'In' crowd and i wasnt.setakat kenal muke je la.but now it seems that we're frens.haha.ironik.dia anak org kaye so she doesnt have to worry about finding a house.aku je yg terkial2 nak carik.skang dia dok hotel.aihh..ade hikmah aku jumpe dia tu.aku tau.but bile tgk care dia, she's a total replica of someone i knew back in uitm.exactly.and in my head i was like "dem.she is EXACTLY like her"..kalo korg (bdk tesl) nak tau, tanye aku.dgn seronok aku leh cite.hahaha.
hari ni hujan lagi.brrrr...!!rase cm nak gigit sejuk ni.nak gigit cmne pun aku tak tau la.geram gile kot kat cuaca ni.hahaha.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

biar betik

dem.dah taleh upload gamba kat flickr.tak muat.dem.
do u have any suggestions nak upload gamba kat mane?
huu~

kebekuan tahap maksima


yesterday was colder than ever.to the stage when i wanted to take my shower, my shower gel turned from cecair to pepejal.haha.i had to squeeze kuat2 baru la kuar.dem betol.same goes to ubat gamat kak akma.aku nak gune semalam and i realized the whole thing was frozen.that was how cold melbourne was yesterday.we were freezing but since the knights shining armour came last nite, i cudnt care less about the cold.haha.hari ni i woke up early to go to uni and register.sampai sane at about 11 and i went to the counter..jap lagi the woman ckp for my course enrolment kol 4pm!great.just great.so we went back la.now im at hall and my brother's at Chapel Street.nak tgu smpai kol 3:30 then pegi balik city.and in the meantime, im uploading more pics in facebook.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Ring the Alarm

kriiiiiiinnngggggggggg....!!! the fire alarm broke off.me and my roomate looked at each other and she said "alamak.nnt bomba dtg" and i was like "uh-oh".we heard footsteps from all over the place hurrying down the stairs.we ourselves quickly went to the living room as well.and of course the hall's guests were all there anticipating what just happened.one of the hall's permanent resident, mar, called Dr. Ali..'soon the bomba dtg la' said Chong.we searched for which room that triggered the alarm and it was from the room of a new guest.she kinda didnt realize that she was the cause of the alarm.but anyways, the fire brigade came.HOT firemen.fuhh..! i was glad for the fire alarm! hahaha.so they switch off the thingy and the alarm stopped.they checked the room for anything else.well, as for me, i cudnt take my eyes off the HOT firemen.wahahahaha.tall and handsome...(my eyes sparkled.ok ok..exaggerating) tapi sempat gak time tu berangan "kalo la mamat ni boyfren aku.qooo~".LOL.kat sini, if its a false alarm, we'd have to pay them a huge amount.so we were worried that we have to pay.then leader of that team is a decent old man.he said we cud go back to sleep and he wrote a some sort like a small form explaining what happened and thankfully we dont have to pay.so lastly tu i said, 'sorry for the false alarm' and he replied 'better false alarm than the real fire.haha'.yeah..true.if it was fire i'd freaked out gile.i'd grab my laptop, handbag and everything else i cud.huhu..anyway, it was an eye-candy-adventure.haha.bile lagi nak jumpe hot firemen.lalala =p

Sex and The City

we went for a movie today and watched Hancock.and it was great.althou tak logic but i like it.mase tgh queue up nak beli popcorn we saw there were 3 cool sets of popcorn.satu tu like the above.for sex and the city nyer muvi.its actually a shoe box and they put the popcorn inside.besar gile kotak dia.hahaha.then ade yg kungfu panda.dia nyer bekas air lain sket la.ade small figurines of them yg dalam muvi tu.then the last one is for indiana jones.bekas air dia besar gak.we didnt know which one to chose.last2 abg aku beli yg that one.hahah.cool gak.after the muvi we went searching for a bag.well, i went searching for a bag.i dont have one and so i bought a big bag.a multipurpose bag.for skool or for everything else lah.nak beli yg ripcurl nyer but the one yg i want doesnt have a zip.so being a queen of paranoia, i want a bag that has a zip so i know that my things are safe.at least bertutup la gak kan, drpd biar beg tu terbukak je.and today bertambah2 sejuk than yesterday.it rained gak hari ni.tangan aku beku eventho pakai gloves. *sigh* tak saba for winter to end!
tomorrow is my registration day.thanx to kak akma, aku ade the subjects that they are offering.leh bace dulu before i go to uni tomorrow.so stop kt sini dulu.laterr

Monday, July 7, 2008

All Dried Up

when it's winter, everything is dry.ur skin, ur face, ur lips, the leaves even the air is dry.u'd always need to apply lipbalm every one or two hours cuz even the lipbalm (thats on ur lips) gets dry.penat ok.to re-apply again and again.so, moisturize ur face, put lotions on ur hands & legs and dont forget ur lipbalm!if u drink enuf water pun its no use.and if u ignore them all together, u jadi org kering la.aihh..leceh.

(entry yg depress)

a safe place to be

this morning i had to go to the city again to open a bank account.i forgot that today wud be raining so i didnt prepare for the cold.i reached Fed Square and i started walking to the Library to meet my brother.i thot that the Library is not far and i was wrong.jauh gile ok.i had to walk like 4-5 blocks and naik bukit lagi tu.penat tu satu hal tambah plak dgn kasut yg menyakitkn kaki aku.ape kena ntah sneakers tu.melecet kaki aku.well nevermind that.mase on the way ke library tu angin kuat and sejuk mcm ice.i had to breathe using my mouth, not my nose.so when i did that, the throat dried up and aku batuk sket2.bile dah jumpe abg aku then baru dia ckp dont breathe thru my mouth.nnt batuk.no wonder laa..duh! aku ni pon tak pikir.haha.so dah bukak account sume we went searching for Pods.snack favorite aku tapi dah abes.and he showed me an Asian store where i can find kicap, rempah ratus la and everything else.then aku pegi tgk phone.minat plak kat kat satu phone nokia nih.blackberry maseh di hati la.tapi yg motorola hiptop tu tak suke dah.hahaha.tgk la cmne.i have to do some budgeting 1st.esok nak tgk muvi plak.ini la akibat klas start lambat.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

picturesque

if u want to look at some pics we took pls click here:

fofana

Sundae Treat


hari ni bangun awal dalam kol 730am.nak pegi ke Sunday market kt Camberwell tgk brg2 2ndhand.jauh jgk nak ke sana tapi tak sia2 sbb brg2 sangat banyak..everything is there.ckp je la nk ape sume ade.and they're cheap.nak handbag vintage? ade and sgt cantik.nak vinyl? ade jgk.nak vinyl player? light bulb, pajamas, worn out teddy bears..sume ade la.seronok ok.branded clothes ade yg 2$..5$ etc..i bought a puma jacket for 5$.well, i need a new one anyway.kalo ikutkan hati nak je beli mcm2..siyes.tapi blom lagi lah.i need to settle down dulu.i need to pay hall ni nyer rent, nak carik phone..anyway, Sunday market is marvelous.loads of stuff and definitely loads of dogs.tuan2 anjing bawak kuar pets mereka berjalan2.they are sooo cute.tapi aku asik kena mengelak la.kang tak pasal2 suar kena anjing.hehe.

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lepas ke market aku ke city plak.pegi Yarra River.kat situ pun ade la market gak tapi brg2 lebih expensive la.but some of them are really nice.photography nyer pictures cantik2, necklaces..byk lagi lah.we walked along the rive and took more pictures.angin laut sejuk gile weh.menggigil la kat situ.then kitorg pegi city lagi tapi street lain plak.seperti semalam, dok carik kedai phone and oh..i fell in love with this phone.tapi pricey gak ah.tapi aku nak gak ah.blackberry diorg pun menarik gaks.haha.
then masuk kedai figurines & books..haaa..boleh jadi gile gak la.mcm2 ade.sume anime nyer figurines ade.no doubt nyer figurines ade, ACDC, KISS ckp je la ape nak, ade nyer.lip balm Emily the Strange ade.fat lip balm la.itu la.so korg, tolong la pegi ke melbourne.hahaha.pleaseeee..!
you'd go crazy.i promise u that.tgh sale ni lagi la.cool shoes murah2.kumpul duit byk2 and come here sementara aku maseh kat sini.hehe.
dah round2 tu aku kena balik sendiri.pls note that this wud be the 1st time aku balik sorg2 naik tram.abg aku dok city so dia teman sampai tram nyer stop je la.nervous tahap gaban ok.takut terlepas stop la itu la ini la.plak tu pukol 530pm dah gelap mcm kol 8pm kat mesia.plak tu aku kena jalan sket dari tram stop tu.jalan laju nak mampos ok.takut punye pasal.haha.anyway, aku selamat sampai hall.and dari kol 6lbh tadi tak berenti makan jee..makan chocolate la sekut la pastu chocolate lagi.aihh..gemut la cmni. (-__-)
err..ok la.cm dah panjang sgt plak entry nih.esok tulis lagi.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

melbourne oh melbourne


hai sumee..!alhamdulillah selamat sampai ke destinasi.mase dalam plane ade gak risau kalau2 plane tu crash ke ape.tapi tak..i cudnt sleep much on the plane.tambah lagi dgn my back pain.terima kaseh ye sume yg dtg malam tu.sgt terharu..sorry tak dapat layan sume..tapi mmg sgt berterima kaseh..it means a lot to see u guys there. (^_^) sampai je airport, we took a cab (expensive) to hall and i settled my stuff sume.kat sini sejuk sgt.especially at nite.menggigil.time2 mcm tu..mmg rase nak balik mesia.nak balikkkkk!! naseb kak akma ade, dia tolong carik quilt.heater kat bilik ni kecik..so tak rase sgt panas dia.

anyway..now i know how it feels like to be a minority.aku rase kecik jee..mcm sume org tgk aku.kat dahi aku ade label Asian.hahaha..takpe, i am proud to be an Asian.its just the fact that aku minority.tapi aku tgk sekeliling aku, ade la indonesians, japanese, koreans, indians..etc.rase lega sket la bile nampak org2 asians.

sekarang tgh sale gile2..kalah sale kat mesia.haha..tapi aku blom rase nak membeli.baru sampai kan..and aku maseh blom dapat budget lagi.byk nak gune duit mase mule2 ni.makan, transport, sewa hall..food kat sini mahal.tadi makan kat indonesian restaurant aku order soto ayam harge 6.50$.darab duit mesia rm19.50 utk soto ayam.abg aku makan mee goreng seafood 8$ jadi rm24.boleh koma.huhu..kalo nak murah mmg kena masak la.

buat mase ni kalo org tanye seronok tak?best tak?aku hanye boleh jawab 'ok' or 'sejuk' sbb aku mmg rase nak balik.ade gak seketika waktu tu rase cm taleh idup kat sini.bukan sbb sejuk je, ade la sbb2 lain.tak perlu la aku cite kan.tapi aku belum nak give up.i can do this rite?yeah, probably.hopefully.

okie la..jap lagi kalo rajin aku update lagi.skang ni nak tolong kak akma dgn keje dia.

*rindu kat sume!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

3 July 2008

aku nervous nak mati.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Spots

a split second

aku mule la nak marah.dah elok2 aku kemas, dah pikir dah nak bawak cmne..jap lagi boleh plak dtg masok bilik ubah cara.ini masok dalam tu, laptop masuk sini, ini masuk sane..urgh! amarah betol.tapi bile pikir balik betol gak.haha.kalo ikutkan aku kena bawak 4beg.backpack, bag laptop, bag camera, hand luggage.WoW.mesti tak larat.naseb baik diorg dtg membantu walaupun aku tak suke pade mulenye tadi.lala.

we had a long history, between us. dont we?

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

compliment

a conversation i had with Bebe the tailor today:

Bebe: ni nanti ckp dgn mak kain tak cukup.
Aku: ok.
Bebe: esok nak pegi mane?
Aku: esok pegi kl dah.khamis dah nak pegi sane.
Bebe: khamis ni?
Aku: aah.
Bebe: ooo..ok la.muke awak ade mcm muke japanese.mesti ok la kat sane.
Aku: japanese eh.ye ke?? HAHAHA.kalo cmtu bole la nak jadi japanese.
Bebe: mate awak kecik (sambil picit mate dia sendiri) boleh la.nnt mane tau dapat sorg japanese kat sane.
Aku: HAHAHA.aah kan..ok gak tuh.
aku dan Bebe gelak bersame.
Aku: ok la aunty..terima kasehh!byee!
Bebe: ok ok.nnt bile awak balik dtg la jumpe saye.byeee!

perjalanan aku balik umah jadi seronok.haha

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