Malaysia Fest

yayyy

Happy Birthday Malaysia..!! ohh..i cant wait to get out of the house and strut to Fed Square! selamat menyambut ya rakan2.tolong have fun utk aku.kat sini tak ada fireworks.. =( anyway, have a good one Malaysia!

honest

im sorry cik paa..but i cudnt be ur fren.and its obvious that we cant even have a nice talk.everytime we have a conversation, it'll turn nasty.so..aku rasa adalah baik kalau kita tak berkawan langsung.sbb kau takkan dapat tahan dgn aku dan aku begitu juga.

kau adalah my deleted friend.

weeee..!!

its such a beautiful sunny day! a local was literally shouting 'wow! what a beautiful day!ohh..beautiful day!' haha..i guess the locals cant wait for spring as well.ohh..its gonna be great.i'll be on holiday when spring comes.ahh...flowers! tp yg paling penting,slippers! i honestly cant wait to wear slippers.cukup la of that converse and the cold.huhu..

Hari ni..

tak rasa nak senyum.
tak rasa nak berbual.
emosi tak menentu.
nak ponteng klas.

cepat la hari ni abes..

not so great

hmm..hari ni malas nak update.dont feel like it.im disappointed with my assignment.i misunderstood the whole point.huhu.sedih~

G: was it a bad person or a good person?
W: neither..just a person.

Opsss..sorry sengaja

i hate malaysia
i shud go back to my hometown

ehhh..ni bukan aku yg ckp.a fren of mine yg masih di mesia yg ckp.nama dia dirahsiakan lah.aku just gelar dia sebagai Noord sahaje.btw..aku bengang bile org mesia ckp cmtu.kalo ckp kat kawan2 dia mungkin ok la.jap lagi, dapat kat aku..mmg salah org la babe! Noord ni setau aku la kan, mmg membesar di mesia walaupun dilahirkan di Amsterdam (bak kate dia la). soo..after like 24years of belaja, makan minum, mem'besar' kat mesia..rupe2 nye dia maseh tak ada perasaan cinta kan mesia.kesian.dia tak sedar mesia ni lah yg dh byk bagi can kat dia.dh la belaja kat uitm..yg kerajaan bagi subsidi tu.pastu pakai kete national.kerja kat syarikat org mesia.lain la kalo belaja kat international college, pakai kete international, keje dgn syarikat international..itu pun maseh menganggap Amsterdam tu sbg 'ur hometown'.Noord membanggakan sgt Amsterdam tu bcos weed is legal.kat mesia illegal pun still ade org amik.so ape masalah?

but am not borned in here
so maybe am proud to be malaysian
but the sense of patriotisme is not there
my proud for malaysia but my soul for noord

ckp pun mcm kel.maybe proud to be malaysian but not patriotic? gile ape.how can u not be patriotic if ur proud of ur country?sengal.kejap lagi boleh plak dia tanye aku, kat aussie ni ade ke malaysian community.double sengal.bcos he claimed kat Amsterdam takde malaysian community.tak ramai la kononnye.

sbb i bknya slalu g sana pun
kt Jisp ke
kt Pumerend ker
pelik kn
i sendiri pun tak tau

mengaku diri sendiri tak tau..and yet still banggakan ur hometown.pegi balik hometown ko esok la weh..such a disappoinment.

me: then..doesnt mesia sounds more like home?

Noord has signed out..

Guys, meet...

Karim..

hehe.ini lah chenta hati ku Karim.
dia bukan kucing aku jadi aku amik risiko letak gamba dia kat sini.
harap Mar tak marah.lalala
handsome kan budak ni?
when i have free time, mmg la pegi hall jumpe dia semata2.
hehe.rindu kat budak noty ni.

Strike

hari ni aku rase ekstremli heppy.
bowling.bowling.

Lari-lari anak

alhamdulillah siap juge ye.kali ini assignment ku siap pada jam 2:46am waktu mesia.good good (keje last minute). and im quite surprised myself that this time i didnt panic to death.haha.maybe panic haritu mase first time tu je.lalala.

baik awak insaf.
-dari si peminjam tiket-

Isk..

aku maseh belom abes membaca.esok dah nak anta assignment.isk..mcmane ni??in between reading, i managed to eat 3slices of pitza, potato chips and some biskits.and of course browsing the net religiously.and watched some videos on youtube.and now its 33 past 5pm.aihh..this is why i'd rather work than study.

communication is a homeopathic remedy: the disease and the cure are in cahoots.

No Doubt

laughing ur ass off once in a while is a good thing.but it didnt do any good to me.few hours after laughing histerically, i cried plak.kan org ckp jgn gelak seronok sgt nnt nanges.padan la dgn muke nye.and i cudnt stop until i found this one angel.tengs ya.this whole idea of being here, far away from the loved ones is still overwhelming.for a moment i thot i cudnt do this anymore, but then i guess i wasnt thinking straight.i am fine, i shud be fine.

hudus.

Darn~

i cant exactly remember what i dreamt of last nite.all i cud recall was my parents were there in it.and i remember crying in that dream.when i woke up, i realized that i had literally cried in my sleep.and now, all i cud think of is the dream.i need to know what happened.cuz it has been a while since i cried while sleeping.

sabar jerlah budak nih tau

Earth to..

on my way to the city, i saw The Dandy Warhols posters stamped on the brick walls.i've heard of the band somewhere but i've never really paid much attention.this time, the posters triggered me to google them up.so i opened the website and its kinda cool.i figured i cud try listening to their songs (here) from the latest album, Earth To The Dandy Warhols.and i must say that they are pretty great!out of the 13 songs, only 8 that i managed to listen to, and i like 'em.all of 'em.seriously.im thinking that i mite be going to their concert soon in melbourne.im sorry i cant say much about their kind of music.i have zero knowledge to explain.hehe. but u can listen to 'em if u want to.i've inserted the link, so just click away!..i may not know much about these guys but i do like their songs.

maybe xumb can help me out here. *wink*

Delicate

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

often i found..my past is tailing me along.

a day in the city

the weather forecast for today said that it wud be cloudy.but no..its quite sunny today and i thot of just staying home.but then kak yan ajak pegi city so we went out.since she just came, i was some sort of like a tourist guide lah.haha.aku bawak dia ke city.showed her where to buy groceries stuff and all.then in the afternoon, i took her to meet the forever cute Karim.hehe.missed him alot.afterword we went back to melbourne central and bought some stuff.so...basically, there goes my Friday.

have a great weekend!

semua org boleh terbang

jom ke melbourne!
muraaaahh!

melancholy

i was just about to shut down my lappy and go to bed when i suddenly remembered something.puasa is just around the corner.and me, for the 1st time gonna be fasting without my parents.sad? yeah..back in mesia, i made it a must to berbuka together on the 1st day of puasa.oh god..this is the sacrifice that i have to make kan...lets not talk about raya.

but despite all this, i still cant wait to fall in love with spring.

Aku Juga Ingin

seorang rakan sedang dalam perjalanan pulang ke mesia.
aku cemburu.

aku perlu kuatkan semangat, ya

#*@&#!

im sorry..tapi aku dah tak boleh tahan dah.kite kan same2 self-sponsored.agak2 la.dah la aku and him are practically the ones yg bring the food home.and kamu just makan je.dont get me wrong.aku tak kesah nak makan, seriously.tapi kdg2 tu..kamu la pulak beli food.aku faham kamu nak save.abeh tu, aku ni tak nak saving la?aku rasa aku lagi sengkek dari kamu.ala..setakat beli roti je pun cukup la.tak mahal pon.aku tak mtk kamu beli pizza ke, ape ke..trust me.i understand our financial situation.tapi beragak2 la.before this, dari ape yg kamu cerita, selama ni kamu hidup atas perbelanjaan org lain.contohnya, pinjam ticket tram.padahal u have urs but u pinjam org lain punye just because u nak jimat urs.tak adil kan?org lain bayar for that ticket and u plak pinjam.tak kesah la kalo org lain nyer class siang and ur class tu malam.still, its not a reason for u to use other people's necessities.pulak tu..kamu keje kottt...!!dapat duit every week.aku tak keje wehhh.and yet hari ni, ko decide to pinjam aku nyer tram ticket.ko tak rase kejam ke? i live my live moderately ok.i dont eat outside because of money constrain.cume kdg2 je bila dah mengidam sgt baru la beli.or at times, i eat once a day sbb i have only like 10$ in my pocket.and kdg2 tu utk save for my tram ticket jgk.aku beli every week kot.kamu?once every 2 weeks je.

tak kelaka ke bile org belikan makanan and kite being considerate, kite pay that person for our part la kan.tapi kamu...nak free.

alhamdulillah..

siap jgk essay tu.walaupun ape yg aku buat mungkin salah.tapi at least aku dah cuba.hahahaha.kan dah bengong.buat keje kelam kabut.anyway, agak relieved bile keje tu dah selesai.and tomorrow start on the next one plak.aihhh..thats just how it is kan.

multiply

of fofana, a ring, a bell and a heart

perosak motivasi

meh aku cite aku buat ape hari ni.pagi ni bgn awal la jgk.kol 10 gitu.pastu kaco mila dgn nur, bising2 pasal assignment.kol 115 kuar umah pegi ke ACMI utk menonton film tayangan kru productions, Duyung.err..fyi, kalo kat mesia aku takkan menonton cite ni.tapi disebabkan roomate ku dapat tiket free for the show dan dia mengajak plak aku.maka..aku pun pegi la.and of course, since its the australian malaysian film festival, di setiap show, pasti ade pelakon atau producer film tersebut.jadi, in this case, norman kru and adik razak mohiddin ade.aku tak la teruja.norman je pun.lain la kalo hans isaac ku.harapan aku was for hans to be there as well but hampa.sbb Cuci was showed in the morning.so i figured kot la mamat tu rajin to come and watch duyung plak.haha.mimpi lah fina.so anyway, lepas muvi tu tros pegi klas.abes klas, aku tapau dinner for my brother and balik sorg2.jadi.......skang ni, cadangnye nak sambung buat essay.but mata aku dah terkebil2 mengantok.akibat tido 2 jam je pagi tadi.

there's no such thing as purity

panik

tarik nafas...relax...
isk.tak boleeehhhhhh..!!ok.aku mula panik.
aaaaaaa..!

vavi tauuu

ape kena?

bersepah..aku tau.and kepale aku pun dah serabut.dari ptg ahad sampai la pagi buta isnin, tak abes2 buat introduction sahaje.ape ke lembab sgt la aku nih.aku pun tak faham (perfection mungkin.25% ok).lagu2 plak sume dah abes dgr.dah siap ulang2 sampai aku nak muntah.takde lagu baru.kesian.tapi masalahnye, keje tak siap2.sengal wehhh..

nama dia e-traller.hahaha

Kau yg punya

ku juga bimbang sayang
di mana kau berada
dengan siapa kau bersama
jangan lupa kau tetap ku yang punya

haihh..

Red Bull

pompuan leh minum KratingDaeng ni tak?

oppss..

stupidity

aku benci ok.i have to write my introduction all over again.fak.

bodoooooooohhh...!

unmotivational intention

great..just great!what is wrong with me?i cant seem to wake up early.i wanted to go to the library at 10am but i woke up at 12:15pm.shit.so now its 1:20pm and the library closes at 5pm.mmg tak pegi la kan.even if pegi pun, i'd get like 2hrs?nak siap2 lagi will take like 1/2 hr.then kol 2 baru kuar.tram comes at like 2:07pm kot.or 2:15pm.nak sampai ke city takes about 40mins.dah kol 3 dah.then duduk jap kat library, before 5 dah nak kena blah.no point rite.aihhh..pretty disapppointed with myslf, as usual.takde motivation langsung.

Ding!

i am rite now ym-ing with my mom and dad.yeahh..i am totally responsible for this.i installed the program and i taught her how to use it.so skang i've become more careful with my status.haha.kang tak pasal2 kantoi status merepek.

beyond eksaited

i must say that i am extremely happy rite now.of two reasons, one is of course the Hans thingy and the other one is of my long lost fren.i found him thru facebook and my god..he is soo different.and jambu.hahahha.i cant say how much i miss him.i've been searching for him for as long as i can remember.tanye org sana sini.alhamdulillah i've finally found him.tapi budak monyet tu cant even recall me.sampai hati ko, nushrul.or..nash is it?it's ok.i understand why.but babe, u better do ur research!hampeh betol.aku ni la ur so-called good fren dulu kan.hahaha

i cud fall in love with u & i can gush to my frens that i actually have a jambu fren.hahaha..
monyet.

Kini..

semakin aku rindukan mesia, semakin itu juga aku cintakan melbourne.

salahkah?

With Love,

Hans

tuna turner

i am officially wasting my time doing absolutely nothing.yay! (yay my ass). huhu.disappointed with myself?u can say that.waarghh..bosan. (good god, this is my 3rd entry for today!gile) oh ye, i had french toast (with tuna) for dinner.sedap tapi aku nak muntah.

my fella my guy

ok, aku tensi.i was supposed to be at the Fed Square and meet up with Hans Isaac.but rite now im at home.being bitter and all.aaarrgghhh!!! tensiii...!i got the tix at a cheap price but aku tak sampai hati to be spending that money for a Sepi premier.if only its free.i'll be the first to be in the line just to meet Hans. *sigh* my credit's running low.i have to recharge lagi.see?i need the money for other important reasons.so why must i fret about this kan?huaaa..i've been wanting to meet him since forever and i want to marry him.can or not? (a girl can dream rite?haha) benci.

to love or not to love

a phone conversation i had with my mom:

mom: adik, u ok ke?
me: ok je.
mom: ye ke..ni ma tgk u nampak berisi ni.u dah gain weight ke?
me: (whot!?) err..sket kot.
mom: haha.ok.thats good.ok lah, i just want to hear ur voice.bye, love u.
me: erk..ok.love u too.

a phone conversation with dad later:

dad: cmne sume..ok?
me: ok.
dad: dah makan? makan ape?
me: nasik dgn ayam.
dad: so, everything ok eh..love u.
me: .........ok.bye

*mom, i dont think i've gain weight.its the clothes.i wear layers and layers of clothes.sbb tu nampak berisi (denial.haha) and..

*sorry dad.i cudnt reply ur love.not yet.

bawah konstruksi

aku tgh gode2 blog aku ni.

**ok, header aku cm bangang.gedik nak tuka gamba.
padan muke.haha.

just undiscovered

i seem to be in a good mood today.althou lazy-ness had found its way in poisoning my head, i happily made my way to class.hehe.but right before that, i went strolling up Bourke St.took my own sweet time going in and out of shops.actually i was looking for stuff that a fren wanted me to buy.at the same time i went looking for new clothes as well.banyak kot yg aku nak beli.haha.there's this shop, Dangerfield, and i was browsing the stuff when i saw levi's jeans.i like.and the salesgirl came up to me and asked if i want any assistance.then she went on explaining about the types of the jeans.she said 'ok, these are super skinny and these are....not-so-skinny and these are skinny'.me and my brother laughed generously.hahaha..how cud we not?i didnt know that there are like 3 types of skinny jeans.i mean, seriously?as far as im concerned, skinny jeans are pretty skinny.but super skinny??i cant imagine how tight that wud be.but i think im gonna buy one.when im a little bit skinny la.if not how to fit one.haha.anyway, tomorrow's the launch of malaysian films festival.im kinda eksaited.i hope Hans Isaac is there. *drooling*

positively invisible

since i've stopped freaking out over an essay, i engrossed in doing something else.i did what i do best.ym-ing.and of course ex was online as well.he's officially my 'positively sewel invisible fren'.haha.u dont mind kan, ex?i am honestly glad that both of us can actually be frens.i can talk about boys, crushes and so on.hahaha.best ok.we have our differences but i dont care.thats what make each of us interesting kan.

serious ke sarcastic?

PerDisco

i was on my way to class when i received an sms from Blaze.it reads:

'Are you coming to class Fina? We got an extension on our assignment which change to monday!'

the minute i finish reading it..i RAN.yes, happily ran to class while grinning.hahaha.seronok nak mampos.yayy! i love u, judy! haha.so now i can continue watching seks & bandar.

Dummies

b***!! i was cursing my heart out.the wind is being a total pig.sejuk gile ok.dah la i was carrying my laptop and also 5 heavy books while waiting for the tram.dia boleh plak buat aku sejuk. (i have absolutely no idea why im pissed off with the wind). i guess i ran out of ideas.haha.im too busy panic-ing on my essay that i've stopped thinking bout everything else.oh ye..i just finished my chat session with an ex and may i offer him my gratitude for 'layan-ing' my girl talk.haha.kesian dia jadi mangsa.okay, its time for me to concentrate (hopefully) on my essay.well..all the best to me!

ex, if u read this..i just want to say, 'u gedik'.haha

talk to the hand

oh..tak dapat nak update ape2 buat mase ni.aku tgh tension dgn assignment.probably bila dah bosan mengadap essay tu, aku akan meluangkan masa utk update.

my wish for today

tolong bagi aku semangat, please..

Shilling Saturday

like i said yesterday, we're gonna watch the olympic's opening at our fren's house rite.but it turned out that we went to mesia hall instead.haha.cuz i said the tivi's bigger and better.so we packed our bags and went to High St. sampai2 je i went searching for Karim and there he was.cute as always. (^_^) so 4 of us watched the opening and i ended up sleeping with the laptop on my lap.the next morning (today) we woke up late and that led to the lateness of going to kak jaja, aes and azizi's place.we were invited to eat lunch at their's so off we went.after that, we met up with the rest and went plak to Princes Park for the barbecue.the mesia's clubs organized it for the mesia students.so pegi la.i didnt eat much pun.then, all of us went our ways.some went to the library, melb central etc.we, on the other hand, went to Chapel St. saje buang masa.took a walk, went in and out of shops and balik semula ke hall tgu dalina.so now, after we had our dinner, we planned to watch a muvi (Wanted).jadi..aku tgh tgu masa nak kuar dari hall ni and walk to chapel.waaa..there goes my saturday.

Lay-zy Daze

hari ni hari bermalas-malasan.bangun pukol 12lebih.breakfast depan laptop sambil tgk sex & bandar.kemudian mengadap laptop lagi.nak ke bank malas, jadi hari ni tak berduit.malam nnt mahu menonton Olympic di rumah rakan yg ada tivi..

jadi kesimpulannya, malas nak buat assignment..

contented

i falling in love...! with Karim..! hahaha.Karim sangat handsome.1st time jumpe yesterday and tros jatuh hati.and today i made the effort to go to his place just to see him again!then, terlambat pegi klas..all because of him. *huu* nnt lah i upload his picture.has to have his permission dulu.

morning sickness

dua tiga hari ni badan tak bape sihat.rasa nak muntah..
adakah aku..??

disaster effect

owh..after i got my lappy formated, suddenly i wasn't able to online.great.i dont have any problems with the wireless connection but the thing is, this house doesnt even use wireless.i had to borrow my roomate's or my brother's pc to online. *sigh* gile boring.anyway, rite now im thinking of going or not going to mesia hall.tonite the education minister is coming and they'll have makan2.but that wud take me about an hour or more just to get to hall from 'home'.and i'll be alone.dalina's having class until 930, my brother's working plak..and its getting dark.takot nak kuar malam because this is a suburb area.malam dah tak ramai org.but then again, i'll get free dinner.haha.hmm..to go or not to go.tomorrow's readings tak bace lagi.but then again, since when i read the readings?lala.soooo....going or not?i think so.need to get fresh air.

butterflies in stomach

yesterday i got sick.i can barely walk.but i decided to go to class anyway.when i got in class, suddenly rase nak balik plak.hahaha.i suffered headache, stomachache and i felt like hurling.seriously.my intention of going back early was canceled because takot nak balik sorg2 waktu malam since i moved to the temporary house.it takes about 1hr from that house to uni.so go figure.klas abes kol 8.i know, 8 is still early but then kol 8 kat sini rase mcm kol 10.i waited for dalina to settle her work at about 9something.by that time rase cm nak pengsan plak.hahaha.sampai umah kol 11lbh aku tros tido.the whole day tak makan.this morning i woke up feeling somehow ok and i drank sprite with empty stomach.then siap2 pegi skool to meet up with a computer genius.

good morning sunshine

akhirnya..pindah gak aku ke temporary house.betol2 sampai sini kol 2 pagi gak la.. *sigh* i still got lots of assignments to do.hopefully i can get it done in a jiffy.well, not exactly jiffy.slightly earlier than im supposed to submit la at least (aku akan mkn special kalo aku berjaye siap sebelum submission date) hahaha.i'll definitely be proud of myself then.chaiyok! anyway, just nak update la what happened between sunday night and early monday morning.

breathe...and reboot.

critically challenged

few weeks ago i thot blogs are supposed to be fun and relaxing..it's all about expressing urself bla bla bla..and i like it to stay that way.but after the 1st week of class, i have a feeling that i might hate blogging for quite some time.haha.u see, there's this one subject where i have to submit 400 word blog entries.its easy rite?..no.each entry has to be critically argued, supported with references and so on.which, i think is quite torturing.hello..?critical blog entries??yuck.there are even criteria for writing the entries.

• ability to succinctly distil the relevant argument about communication phenomena and issues being made in the reading and express it in the students' own words
• a demonstrated comprehension of the implications of the key arguments made in the reading
• ability to critically reflect on the process of research described or enacted in the reading

well..im not exactly against the learning style or something.all of these are new and im yet to get comfortable with the different but interesting system.after im done with the first entry, im sure that i'll get the hang of it.or i might probably enjoy doing so.who knows..so, start doing ur 1st critical entry fina!fighting! haha

Golly Sandra

ok..its 705 am in the morning and i still havent slept yet.ape kena tah.i remember lepak-ing in the living room with the rest and we were watching Cuci.then i was napping while dalina and kak ija used my lappy.what else after that?..oh ya, abg arni was doing something to dalina's lappy and we had to wait for it to finish.that was like until 6am.went back to our room and here i am.still wide awake.dalina dah lame tido dah. *sigh* tak tau dah nak buat ape.but at least i wrote an introductory entry for my blog assignment.there are few critical thinking blog entries that we have to do as part of our assignments.susah gile kot.critical thinking.have to support arguments.references la.and here i thot blogging is easy and simple.

** ohh..the sun is arising **

so now i dont know what to do.i just yawned.so does that means i have to go to sleep? or do i ignore the yawn?..tick tock tick tock.ok ok.aku nak baring lah and most probly i'll be sleeping.until what time it depends.dah la tak start2 kemas barang2 lagi.aiyaa..

*i was listening to Golly Sandra while doing this entry.saje letak as the title.hehe