fun in the sun

now im tanned.


to the beach ya'll

cheap and chic

cheap bargains! (except the glasses)
but that Tod's wallet is oh-so-OMG!
i got it for $10!

nerd!

xoxo

the women

lalalala

she'll be here soon!

i swear!

it is now tuesday.
fuck.

Mm..hm..hmmm

deal!
17 more months!

unbelievable

u probably wont believe me (i dont too) if i say im fat.well, i know im not lying.for the past 2 months, i've been stuffing myself up with food (obviously) and junks too.staying at home doesnt help much.my housemates cook good food and for me to say no is of course, impossible! i eat and eat and eat until last saturday (while getting ready to Belgrave), i noticed that my thighs brushed against each other.and boy, did i freaked out.i stared at my thighs for god knows how long."nak mati ke?!!" i was too shocked, u see.i cudnt take it (no wonder la that jeans is tight) this is depressing.totally.ultimately.utterly.ok ok, u get the idea.sigh.oh, i just remembered something, i also happened to have muffin top!! i've no one but myself to blame.i know.i must do something about it.i MUST.

i CANT believe this!

failure to model

i was supposed to be a robber and obviously i failed.


it was my destiny

saturday mantra

saturday was perfect.went to Belgrave with Drew and Mmy for the famous scones.yumm..then off we went to Olinda to have the famous pie in the sky.i was sitting at the back enjoying the view while Drew was trying to figure out which way to go (using that slightly useless navigator!).as we reached Olinda, the cafe was nowhere to find.odd.so we went to Mt. Dandenong instead.the view was totally amazing.we cud see Melbourne in the middle of other suburbs.tiny tiny Melbourne.thats the only spot where you can see tall buildings.but it was great.we sat on the giant chair, took pictures (i was forced to be a model.ppfftt!), sat on the grass, walked pass a wishing tree (i was surprised i didnt hug the tree and made a wish!) and then went back home tired.and that, was my saturday.

no jokes from now!

just another issue

so what if i dont have a boifren?
does it makes me a loser?
so what if im not engaged/married?
does that makes me any less human?

life is not all about getting hitched.
at least, not for me.not yet.
i am happy being single.
dont get me wrong.

of course the idea of having a boifren is,
very tempting (like that crunchy caramel Lindt chocolate)
but perhaps i am better
off alone at the moment.

new things to be explored.
interesting people to meet.
exciting places to go.
and the best part is,
i can keep my money to myself!
whats not great about that?

but then, different minds dont think alike, do they?
i can say this and you can say that.
its just the matter of opinion and feelings
oh well..


it rocks to be single!

usaha!

must.finish.before.21.november!

gangster like

so cute before

so ugly after

they trimmed his long-white yellowish-tangled fur.
and thats how he looks like.
so garang (fierce) without the fur.
like a gangster some more.

*paws*

newsflash

hm..its interesting.the story of me not graduating has been circulating among Mcommers (including juniors).hence, i received more sympathies yesterday at the bbq.great.just what i needed.im not bitter or anything.in fact, its kinda cool in a weird way.i mean, they can learn from my story rite.so they know what supervisors can do to them.well, of course they themselves are responsible for their actions too.therefore kids, dont start ur writing at the last minute and ask ur supervisor a week before submission date (if ur writing is ready).and then, u'll be just fine!

it's not your fault.

it sure is hot and short

poof! my sunday is gone just like that.i want longer weekends pls! but i had fun tho.met new people, mingled (well, not really but u get the idea), ate, drank, cam-whored, played Spoons, hung out at the bar, laughed.i wish i cud do that everyday.okay, not everyday but once a week wud be nice.hanging out with crazy frens who try to get me drink alcohol.not a chance, guys! haha.im cool like that (tiru coy mistress).the weird thing is that, i felt dizzy after drinking vanilla coke.hmm..i had too much kot.oh well..then i left the bar smelling like a cigarette and i felt dirty.went home and straight away cleaned myself.ahh, thats better.at least i dont smell like i just came out from a smoke room.i hate it when people smoke and the smell gets on the clothes im wearing, gets into my hair, my nose, LUNGS! cant they invent cigarette that doesnt produce smoke?or like invisible, odourless smoke.ha, that would be brilliant! see, i know there's a part of my brain thats creative and able to think of something that wud benefit everyone.okay, im talking crap.

party pooper!

rendah lemak

why is everything labeled 'low fat' doesnt taste good?like that low fat nutella cheese cake i had on friday.it wasnt that bad but it just didnt.taste.right.tak cheesy pon! low fat food doesnt do me any good lah.i didnt get the guilty pleasure feeling.wait, isnt that supposed to be good?not feeling guilty eating food?haha.okay, so..i love to eat,regardless how fattening the food can be.its the satisfaction that i get after consuming like, 100kg of cholesterol (okay, im exaggerating).yesterday, i had lasagna, large pizza AND strawberry shake..and boy, they were heaven!today, i had nasi lemak for breakfast (thank god ethosia cooked less fattening nasi lemak).i was like, "tak rasa mcm nasik lemak pon!" and she explained that was intentional (ya la, some of us are healthy people, but not me!) lol.and today afternoon, i got a bbq party to go to.yay,more fat!

tgk perot saya!

oh, noah

i cant stop drooling over puck.
*swoon*


"are you doubting my badassness?"

breathe and reboot

i've been bragging alot about graduation and with that, i am now suffering the consequences.i wasn't sure about telling this to you because i am quite ashamed of it but here goes..i wont be able to graduate this year unfortunately.im heartbroken.but yeah..im just gonna leave it at that (im not gonna tell you how i broke down and cried.. :p) thx Coy Mistress and Nats for the kind words and endless support (i love yous).frens here have been supportive too.offering their sympathies (im literally drowning in them.haha) ,hugs and no comfort food??haha.im thankful for that, i really do.but i cant help feeling lonely.and i dont feel like talking to anyone yet (on ym), im sorry.what i can tell you now is that im okay.yeah, im okay.

stuff like this happens, and hiccups happen in life. So don't even feel a bit ashamed..
Breathe in, Fina. Breathe in.
(Chan, 2009)

Beaten down shows us that we are mere mortals and there is a God out
there who has plans for us.

(bullet, 2009)

"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." Alexander Graham Bell
(ethosia, 2009)

Sesungguhnyai Allah berfirman dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216:

" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ianya amat baik bagimu, Boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ianya amat buruk bagimu. Allah S.W.T mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak tahu"
(kjajan, 2009)