Nine in the Afternoon

i had a busy Saturday.woke up early in the morning, get ready and drove to bukit antarabangsa.got into cousin's car and went straight to temerloh for kenduri arwah, doa selamat etc.lepak for few hours then gerak ke kl again.parents dropped by at cj to bring some of my stuff back home.aihh..penat.but the kenduri was great thou.when i arrived everybody was citing the Yasin and i came in with a skinny jeans and a wide collar shirt.nice.while everyone looked solemn, i was looking like a disrespectful kid barging in the house to stir some havoc.haha.anyway, it was great to see familiar faces again.especially those little kiddos, ain and adib.gonna miss them.

denial

thx N.sgt cantikkk.

aku tak tipoo kalo aku ckp saat ni jiwa aku kosong.yeahhh..betol2 empty.aihhh..bape lame la agaknye aku akan ber-keadaan cmni.huu~ dgn secara tak sengaja, kat sini lah idup aku terbina.sumenye kat sini.tapi skang kena tinggalkan plak.hampir setahun kan?tak penah sangka aku akan selama itu kat sini.haha.tapi ape2 pun, ape yg aku nak buat dah pun selesai sumenye.alhamdulillah.nak kate lega..tak jugak.biase2 je.at least aku dah tau segala jawapan kepada persoalan2 aku.dah tak perlu berteka-teki.time kaseh ye.sgt appreciate everything.thank You.
Salam.

Gile Kentaaanngggg

thank you very much Miss Her & Mr BRB for these lovely gifts.saye sgt terharu.time kasehh..ahh..tak tau nak ckp ape lagi.tapi sgt suke la. (^_^)v
gamba tak clear sgt la Mr BRB.tapi maseh leh nampak kan.hehehe.sorry tak dapat hadir ke majlis sbb kena balik kampung.kenduri utk saye plak kat sane.ok ya.tengs again.

NoNa NoNiNoNi NoNa

akhirnya...dapat gak naik NoNa.heh..lunch bersama rakan2 QA best dan mengenyangkan.time kaseh milalaaa.time kaseh semuaaaaaa.kang kite snap2 pics yah.

pieces dont fit anymore

aku semacam sebak.cepat betol masa berlalu.today is my Last day at work.yeahh..aku cm nak cuti.tak nak datang keje.takot taleh nak tahan emosi.bergelodak jiwa aku nih.to tell u the truth, aku maseh tak puas.aku perlukan lebih masa.utk ape? entah.tak pandai nak explain.i just..need more time.but i guess i will have to bear the moment.aku risau sbb aku tau possibility utk aku breakdown and cry sgt tinggi.in fact, terlalu tinggi.burok rupe aku bile menanges tau tak.hahaha.but betol la kate Nats, sooner or later pun i'd still have to go thru this shit kan..yeahh..mmg tepat skali.aaahh!

mcm soyal.

Saye Vote NoNa!

huu~ bile la nak naik NoNa nih.hahaha
ok kan Pesona NoNa? kan mila kan?
lalalalla.

Muchas Gracias

Terima kasehh semuaa..! sbb sudi dtg.harapnye sume kenyang.terima kasehh kat cik siti, mila, zatie, fa sbb bawak bangkanan seperti nasik goreng, cake, cornish, soda dgn cloud 9. saye hepi dan sgt kenyang.tapi mtk maaf kerana saye bukan sorg host yg baik.huhu

"dalam banyak2 mi, mi ape yg pakai bra?"
"Mila!"
hahahahha.

Attacked

Di attack oleh downtrodden

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.

First
likes to Chew gum.bile Chew tu mmg betol2 Chew.sampai sakit rahang gigi ni ha.selagi tak buang selagi tu akan Chew.walaupun dah tak larat.

Second
suke berangan.especially mase driving.kalo co-pilot ade, dia kena tgkkan sign board sume tu.

Third
bite nails.suke.lagi2 di saat kekalutan, cemas, neves dan yg seangkatan dgnnye.

Fourth
pakai baju terbalik.kat umah je la.bukan sbb tak nak kena pukau or watever.just suke pakai begitu.heh

Fifth
good things come in two.bile terlalu suke kat sesuatu barang, akan beli 2.kaler lain pattern, design same.

Sixth
suke termenung.tgk infiniti dgn otak yg kosong.

Seventh
gune my annoying voice (thanx Sting Ray! hahaha) suke shriek tak tentu arah.

Eight
nerves tak tentu arah jugak.nerves tak kena tempat.nerves sampai rase leh pengsan.lala

8 people i tag:
Sting Ray
Nathlish
See You Fly
Kitty Syaza
Natural Style
Hers
HomHom
Naziha

Pancit Doi

hari tu merupakn hari yg baik dan dgn baek nyer tayar aku pancit.hahaha.aku cuak gak mule2 tapi lepas tu gelak memanjang.hari yg baik tak perlu nak spoilkan nye.3 saudara baik tolong tuka tayar.time kaseh ye.mmg terbaik usaha mereka.jadi lepas ni aku hanye perlu pegi bengkel dan ckp kat mamat tu "bang, masukkan cacing.pastu pasangkan skali.time kaseh"

May Surprise!

a close fren arrived from Penang yesterday and is currently staying with me.we went for dinner last night with her cousin and later she gave me a present.which is, u guessed it, the webcam above!heh..i was excited coz i've been eye-ing webcams for some time.and i didnt have the budget to buy it yet.now i dont have to worry anymore.ngee~ happy happy! thank you so much sweetheart!
*hugs*

Agendas

2 agenda penting yg im looking forward to:

1. Dinner party with old frens at Bangsar
2. Dinner with close colleagues at my house!

let's hope these two events will go well.amiinnn..

Colourful Creation

i want the sweater and a pair of That, please.
nak kena carik nih.

Malam Akustika

my junior's singing.she's a marvel.come watch.

Dedikasi Buat Kamu

i got exactly 6 days left.its neither exciting nor 'torturing' to leave all They behind.nevertheless, They have been a part of me.They have given me life.They have opened up my eyes to a different world with different perspectives.They have given me something to look forward to everyday.They taught me to survive.i learnt more from They than other people.They give me the courage to move forward and to have faith.They shower me with warmth, care and err..love? (^_^) i am forever in debt.i dont know how to repay.i could only promise to do better in life and to be a better person.i will insyaAllah never forget They.i will insyaAllah keep in touch.i will remember what They have taught and..i will definitely keep They safe in my heart.

They are..You.

so, thank You for everything.thank You for being the one i can rely to.thank You for sticking with me when im feeling the most vulnerable.thank You for the guide whether in work wise or personal life.You mean so much to me.You are the utmost important in my life.thank You for being so great and i do wish all the best to You as well.

Terima kasih You.

do not resuscitate

if i'm unconscious,pls do not resuscitate me.i dont want to wake up.

Mirror mirror on the wall

well, this isnt exactly a mirror.its called the Magic Eight Ball, a fortune telling toy by Mattel.it was famous back then kan.i remembered playing with it when i was small.skang org dah tak kesah ke Eight Ball ni.but i still do.i loove to play with it.my cousin still has it and has been keeping it for a long time.i was excited when i saw this thing again.haha.i wud ask a question, shake the ball and the answer will come out.how i love the feeling of anticipation! (^_^) i wudnt say that the ball is accurate but it gives u the answer that u want.really! i'd ask ridiculousy-weird-never-ending questions.hahaha.if its in the market, i wud get one for me.it is for keeps u know.kalo korg ade jumpe, beli la and bagi aku main. =p

Halimunan

aku tgh buat keje
tapi..
aku mengelamun.
boleh plak mcm tu.
haaaa..
nak balik.

Hello to Yesterday

as i grow apart from my frens, i noticed that more & more truth & stories are coming out.since i am going somewhere soon, me and some of them are starting to interrogating each other and telling untold stories or secrets that we've been keeping all along.i, for one thing has started telling some of my secrets to my close frens, piece by piece..the fact that i wont see them for quite a while makes me somehow nervous or perhaps scared.scared that i wont ever see any one of them again, scared that something might happen and i dont have the chance to tell the truth or how i feel.these thots have brought up the paranoia in me.and its not a nice feeling at all.
on saturday night, i met up with a close fren.and he started to question stuff that has been on his mind over the last 5 years to me.and of course, the questions were mainly about me.and along our conversations, secrets were told.each of them was meant to satisfy our curiosities over the years.it would have been painful if i were to find out the truth when i was in uni, so therefore, im glad that i knew them now.saved a lot of tears and pain.pheww!
so now, im addicted with secrets! cheers!

The Devil Wears Prada

Kali ni, Radin plak nak wat tag kat org. Ia berkait dengan tag mari melukis binatang sebelom ini. Kali ini tugasan anda ialah melukis satu scene dari filem menggunakan watak dari lukisan anda tadi.

inilah dia Devil Wears Prada versi aku.hahaha

nak tag:

Mr. Brb - Meet Joe Black

I Will Not Use Comic Sans

i stumbled upon this t-shirt.

http://www.popculturetees.com/page/4/

check it out.

D is for Duckee

OK..Cara cara atau rule permainan ini adalah :

Anda diberikan beberapa jenis haiwan utk dilukis, tak kesah dgn apa cara(lukisan tangan atau perisian computer) anda untuk menghasilkan haiwan-haiwan pilihan anda terbabit. Pilih satu daripada senarai haiwan haiwan dibawah. Sesudah menyiapkan haiwan2 anda tersebut, sila tinggalkan link blog atau lukisan anda agar mereka yang selepas anda boleh melihat contoh2 atau hasil2 lukisan anda. Tag 1 atau seberapa ramai rakan yang anda mahu.

AMARAN!!! Jangan delete link link yang lain atau yg sebelum.Terima kasih.

Senarai binatang:- tyrannosaurus, kura-kura, itik, ayam, penguin, gajah, ular, naga.

Saye men-tag kamu:

- Mr. BRB

- Hers

- Precious Junk Words

- See You Fly
- Radin
- Balloq (ko kena buat)

Link

DONOLOGY , senandungkonspirasi , kammu
Fofana

**haha.sorry la tak clear.aku tak pandai melukis, jadi aku tekap itik tersebut.maaf!tapi di tambah2 sikit cth tattoo2 nyer dgn spikey nyer dgn background.haha

B is for

Bangang!
Bongok!
B***!
Bangsat!
Benci!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! pagi2 dah buat aku bengang!

okki..skang dah tak bengang (^_^)

Contagious

'tika ini aku rasa sunyi.
keseorangan.
mcm aku ada penyakit yg contagious.
am i keeping everybody away?
why am i excluded?
are they so high up that i cant reach?
am i not classy enough?
am i not sophisticated enough?
ahh..
keep on wondering la, bulat.
bulat? yeah..
its been a while since someone call me that.
terasa rindu pada society dulu.
cant wait to see them soon.

All Yu Can Eat

hari ni umah aku penuh dgn manusia2 yg menunggu kepulangan aku.hahaha.perasan kan.anyway, tgh lepak2 tgk tivi, they mention a date which is 18th of May.wassup la with that date kan.rupe2 nye they plan to have dinner together.since two of us akan blah tak lame lagi and me nak blah gak, diorg nak makan2 bersame.baguslah.aku pun nak gak makan bersama mereka.tanye la venue kat mane kan..kat Tupai-tupai..aku slalu je lalu sane tapi tak penah plak rase nak singgah.tak lame lagi aku akan pegi la makan kat sane.cool.thats gonna be my 1st time lah.nicee..
maka.tu je lah cite nye.hahaha.

Tagg Tigg Tugg

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- cry baby
- shy
- jahat
- sweet tooth
- poyo
- kdg2 sopan
- reckless

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
- Tuhan
- ghost
- accident
- segala binatang kategori geli (lipas, tikus, cicak etc)
- love
- new environment & people
- saikos

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
- Fuel - Hemorrhage
- Filthy Youth - Le Soleil
- Damien Rice - Cannon Ball
- Mew - Chinaberry Tree
- System of a Down - Chop Suey!
- Lucy in the Loo - You Only
- Bittersweet - Distance Too Far

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
- bongok
- benci
- tak suke
- jom
- dem
- bye
- haha

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST:
- family (things ke?)
- phone
- lappy
- shoes
- bags
- ipod
- car

7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:
- naik Solero Shot thn 2006 (sumpah tak nak naik dah)
- i rammed (accident.tebaboo!) into a car few years ago
- shisha hari tu.haha
- exhale cigarette smoke in form 3
- i acted in a drama theater years ago in uitm.i sucked.
- went to a night club with gay frens
- bawak mila makan sushi.dia tak suke.hahah

8 PEOPLE I TAG:

Izmetasya
Hers-shey
Cat Angel
Whatever
See You Fly
Nathlish
Hom Hom
Mr. Be Rite Back

dslr dslr membingungkan

konpius..konpius..tak tau nak beli yg mane satu.kawan2 yg lagi arif (arif??haha) sile la tolongg.huhu.

Salam sumeee..!

hehe.aku selamat sampai ke office.tapi rase cm boring betol sbb kena keje.lala~ kali ni hati aku agak seronok la balik jb..mungkin sbb diorg berjauhan.mak aku ke melaka, ayah aku kat umah.bile tak berjumpe, kurang la bising2 nye.hahaha.hmm..byk benda nak diselesaikan mase aku kat jb.aku nak kena buat medical checkup, visa, buat baju la etc.alhamdulillah settle mc dgn visa.mcm org gile gak aa nak siapkan sume.penat.
anyway, i came in late to the office today.rushing from bukit antarabangsa.and i had to borrow my cousin's big t-shirt sbb tak bawak balik baju langsung.haha.kan dah besar bajunye..takpe2.baiklah, sat lagi post lagi entries baru.for now i dont know what to say dah. =) later.

Zatie niiiiiii...!

Pertama

Syarat wajib dipatuhi:
Bukan cerita rekaan dan tiada kena mengena dengan hidup orang lain. Perlu mengetag 5 lagi rakan blogger pilihan anda setelah anda di tag.

1. Pertama sekali aku ke sekolah - siyes tak ingt cmne perasaan mase tu


2. Pertama sekali aku mai period - darjah 5.kebetulan mase tu plak mak aku takde.jadi ayah la yg handle.huahua..


3. Pertama sekali aku kerja - kat pkns mase cuti sem.tak sampai seminggu keje kena buang.kahkah!


4. Pertama sekali aku beli kereta - erm..tak penah beli kete.pakai kete mak.

5. Pertama sekali aku eksiden - mase darjah bape tak ingt.aku, ayah dgn abg.mase tu naik moto dgn ayah.ayah plak satu tgn pegang basikal abg.kenape tah tak ingt.jap lagi tiga2 jatuh, aku dgn abg luke sket2.ayah paling teruk.naseb mase tu mak tak ikut skali kalo tak takde sape nak bawak ke klinik.parut luke maseh ade.hehe

nak tag

milala
tasya
syaza
farrhana
zatix
(saje nak letak name zatie lagi.haha)

Goodbye April, Hello May

its May and..
im counting days.
i have exactly 30 days left.
*sigh*

31..30..29..28..

Panic Labour

i was supposed to wake up late but no..i woke up at 7 because of that stupid alarm.i tried hard to sleep again but i ended up tido2 ayam.dem.tak cukup dgn tu je.ade plak org sms..aihh..takpe lah.aku pun bgn aa.tros online.tak tau nak buat ape dah kan.i was hungry like mad ok.naseb la Fudge balik and she cooked us something edible.thank god for her existance.aku kenyang.pastu aku tgk muvi Into The Wild.thanks to Miss N. (^_^)v
i watched it halfway coz i have to get ready for mila's housewarming party.nak jadi cite, i didnt park my car kat my space tu.instead park kat luar sbb senang kang nak isi air kete tu.so i went down and dah siap2 isi air, i looked up and i saw..the person i've been avoiding for months, was looking at me from her car.DEM.i was like "Fuck.Shit." panik aku ni Tuhan je tau but i kept my cool.muke nak ketat kan..control macho.She came and wanted to shake hands but of course i was reluctant.gile ke.naseb mase tu pun tangan kotor so i had an excuse.She didnt give up and i didnt to.haha.tak dapek aa nak salam2 dgn aku, saiko! She asked a lot of questions and i cant wait for her to go away.i saw a girl in the car and i know thats her new gurlfren.thank god.tu bawak awek jumpe kawan2 la tuh.gile.
anyway, i was relieved when She finally made a move.aku nervous doi time tu.cm tak tau nak buat ape.mmg tak expect to see her at all.so mase dah gerak tu aku ingt nak amik minyak (yes, instead of isi minyak aku sebut amik minyak) kat petronas.jap lagi nampak kete dia kat traffic light depan office, aku trus batalkan niat murni aku tu.minyak dah nak abes tapi takpe lah.asalkan dia tak nampak aku ikut jalan same.sanggup ok.huhu.aku trus la ke sk.jap lagi tgh ckp dgn cousin aku on the phone (cousin aku ex-gf minah ni) aku nampak kete myvi putih ni ha.dem lagi skali.aku buat bodo je.teruskan perbualan.walaupun aku tak perasan no plat kete tu, tapi instinct ni kuat mengatakan itu adalah dia.ah, biarkan.so dari perbualan aku dgn cousin aku tu, rupe2 nye minah yg bertudung dalam kete tersebut merupakan gurlfren dia yg baru.tahniah!akhirnya ko moved on.tapi..dgn pompuan jgk.lantak ko aa Zuelogy (gelaran yg osmet2 aku bagi). asalkan ur out of my hair, aku dah cukup bersyukur.ok sampai situ je cite pasal Zuelogy nih.
skang nak cite pasal perkara yg agak berkaitan dgn gambar kat atas tu.i dont know how to swim.cacat kan.huhu.so mase sampai umah tadi, aku teman Fudge pegi swimming kat bawah tu.i envy her and the rest of human beings who can swim.really, i do.how i wish i can swim.kalo pandai berenang2, pasti aku akan grab any chance yg aku dapat utk berenanglah.contohnya, di pulau tersebut.pasti aku takkan teragak2 nak terjun dan berenang bersama ikan jos.siyes, aku tipoo.hahaha.kalo nak mati boleh la aku swim sebelah ikan jos tuh.aku akan panik tahap dewa bile kaki aku dah tak jejak dasar laut tu.boleh gile kat tgh2 laut ok.panik aku melampau.mati lemas baru tau..
so..pengajaran pada hari ni ade 2.yg pertama, lenkali park kat parking space korg.itu utk elak org2 saiko cm Zuelogy tu.yg kedua, belajar la berenang dari kecik.so that bile dah besar tak kecewa dan jadi pengecut mcm aku.
sekian.time kaseh.