The Younger The Wiser?

She is one of my closest cousins and she was ahead from the rest of us in terms of having 'fun'.she was young when she moved to Sarawak.and since then, we've been informed about her doings over there.she was beautiful, naive, innocent and also a victim from a dysfunctional family.i wud say she was tempted to do certain things that we never thot of doing.she learned to smoke, to drink and take pills..yeah, she was 'in' and up-to-date with whats happening for someone at her age.over the years, she came back here and became the niece everyone cared about.it didnt matter much for us, the cousins because me myself felt the same way as my aunties did.i cared because she's younger and she has a long way to go.so, after she was fixed up to continue her degree in unikl, i was worried.wud she be able to redeem herself? wud she do her best? wud she flunk? i cudnt trust her and i was thinking about all the possible outcomes..but mostly the negative ones because i know how she's like.lagi2 la bile dah dok kat kota durjana ni kan.i know what she's up to.

so, last friday i went to her place in kg.baru because the next day we'd have to go to PD plak.ade kenduri.i arrived at about 9 something and we went straight for dinner.she invited a fren along, Boy. and they were talking about the subjects they're taking..assignments and so on.i was just sitting back and listening.from their conversation, i learned that she's been doing great.that was a shocker to me.but..Alhamdulillah.she finally rose up from her turmoil.her final results are great.and she's aiming for better grades.sitting in front of her, i thot..where did the Nataska i knew go?she was ALOT better than before althou she still smokes and have 'fun'. she mite be weak in that aspect but she earned my respect because she has proven to herself and others that she can do it.she has become my role model in an instant.she has become a good older sister to her brother.which i am happy about.she's even thinking of buying her brother a laptop using her own monies.kalo nak mtk mak dia, jgn harap la dapat.

i hope she remains like that..being a good sister to the brother, a good daughter to the parents especially to her dad and also a better person for her future.i wont be here to give advices or look after her but hopefully she can take good care of herself.amiiinn.