i knew.when i made that decision, i am putting myself and others in jeopardy.i questioned myself over and over whether what im doing is right or wrong.i found the answer but it leads to yet another sad ending which im afraid wud leave behind a nasty scar (scar?sorry.i cant find the right word yet.haha).what we've gained years ago wud probably be different, now that things are getting out of hand.feelings are involved.loyalty is in questioned.nerves are shaking.minds are blowing.Dem.i hate this situation when it involves the feelings i've been keeping in a locked safety box.to feel things again is a torturous chore.now..i feel like standing on top of a cliff and let myself fall freely, and crash.the perfect plunge, i imagine..wud be exhilarating.i think i'd find peace and total freedom on my way down.wudnt u think so?just let go of everything and..Jump! spread ur hands,hold ur head high,smile and embrace the moment while it lasted.aahhh...that wud be nice rite?
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