wallow in my sorrow

hemorrhage

–verb (used without object)
4.to bleed profusely.

monday..greets me with sadness.i cant seem to find solace anywhere.ahh..the pain that i have to go thru is unbearable.i've prepared for this but when it happened, i lose control.never expected it to hit me hard on the face.well..served me rite, i guess.padan muke ko fina..tapi,sedih sial.eventho dah expect for it to happen, aku tetap tak dapat nak overcome.

mintak maaf.aku terpaksa erase seorg kawan dari hidup aku.
sebab...despair & regret terlalu overwhelming utk aku.