Great Smile

Someone sms-ed me saying..

"Damn, u got a great smile"

I was like 'wow..thx' and i cant stop smiling coz it keeps playing in my mind. (^_^)
His compliment makes my day everyday. and im gonna keep that for as long as i can.

See..a simple compliment can really make our day. and a simple compliment can boost our confidence..if u take it positively la. if ur like 'yeah rite'..then the magic wont happen. as easy as that.
So, when someone compliments u..look at him or her, smile and say thx! with great pride and confidence.

Hard Knock Life

how hard can life be?..at times..HARD.real hard.but at times..life is easy.when life's hard, you just cant help but to sigh.and when life's easy,you just cant help but to laugh and smile.rite?

actually..i have no idea where im going about life.hhahahahhahaha..

nah...i just want to tell about how hard life can be when ur far from the bustling city and u have no car.well..as some of u know..my hometown is in jb and since im working now, i rarely have the time to go back.so,this week i decided to go back and i did.i took monday off and i went back on saturday.the hard part began when the journey to Pudu started.hahha..
first off, i waited for the bus near Cyberia in order to get to erl in Putrajaya.then, from there, i took the erl to Tasik Selatan and it cost me rm5.30.after i got to Tasik Selatan, i had to take the Star straigth to Pudu.when i arrived in Pudu,those who we call as 'ulat' came to me and ya, i relented.he said the bus wud depart 'now' but i ended up waiting for an HOUR.imagine u were fasting and were tired from the long journey to get to Pudu..then u have to wait some more..

aihhh..that was when i thot,how hard my life was and is.i started thinking..if only i have a car,i wudnt have to take like 4 public transports just to go home.if i have a car, i wudnt have to wait for an hour.or if i have someone who i can 'hitchhike' to jb, i wudnt have felt very tired. *sigh*

but then again,when i think about it more,i shud be grateful rite?at least i know my way around.and im learning to be independent.i cant depend on anyone for ever.i have to be brave,tough and everything thats at par with that.

so..that was why i asked the question "how hard can life be?".it actually depends on the person itself.on how we perceive life. and how we manage our life.

ask urself that question and find the answer.

New Found Life

Hey..!
its been ages since i wrote huh.got pretty busy with my new found life rite now.hehehe..i knoe i shud be broadcasting it to the whole world but i didnt have the chance to.anyway,I GOT A JOB! rite here in Cyberjaya. =) i guess i was too psyched to the extend that i cudnt even spend some time to share.hahaha..but anyways...im learning to love my job which is kinda cool.i work as a QA which is Quality Assurance in a Yellowpages company.but thats not the name of the company.the name has absolutely nothing to do with yellowpages.people wont even guess that we do yellowpages.the name is Studio Innovators International.we do yellowpages for foreign countries like Germany, Canada, London etc.mesia is not included.hahahhaha..
well..im sure some wud wonder hows the job and stuff and im here to tell you exactly how it is.to be honest,the job is totally a new thing for me.i have to learn doing other stuff than teaching.my job description is to do Prepping and also QA-ing.at the Prepping stage,all the QAs will be given one or two batches which contain many ads from different companies.so..when the batches arrive,we have to type out the ads contents.everything that the clients want to put in their ads.then,after all of the ads are prepped,the GDs (graphic designers) will take the ads and create them as per copysheet.after they created the ads..it will come back to us and then we will QA them.when QA-ing, we have to compare the ads with the copysheet to make sure that everything is fine.we have to be particular about the details,address,phone numbers and etc.if there's errors,we have to state them and send it back to the GD who didi the ad.so basically,its like that la..we QA from mondays-wednesdays.prepping will be on thursdays & fridays.
thats about it la.later i'll tell you more about the office and the PEOPLE working in the office.some of them kinda suck.

Rose

White roses..arent they beautiful? they look so pure, clean, inviting and clearly so white!! =) the strange thing is that all the flowers only grow at that side of the plant. the other side has no single rose! today, the third bud sprung..u can see in this picture that the third one is still small..and today it is beautiful and growing flawlessly. the picture below on the other hand, WAS taken from the same one. only in different angle. i mean i decided to take the picture diagonally. with the leaves and the branch.

they're pretty, kan?? i actually thought of spritzing some water to the roses..to create an effect la konon. but cancelled sbb malas nak masuk umah to take the spritz thingy. hahhaa..lazy me. well, i still think that i captured it beautifully and most importantly, its the way that i want to. i mean how to take the pictures. i hope u guys share the same thoughts as i do. about the photo of the roses and the roses themselves.. Enjoice!

Unborn Babies

What the hell are those?? they're eggs..YES. EGGS.. penyu's eggs.. and they're are very Delicious..Tasty..Mmm.. and YES, i eat unborn babies..u may say its cruelty to animal but i like it. u shud have a try and i bet ur gonna love it as much as i do.muahahahaha.. (gelak dgn muka keji).. seriously..they'r nice. Bon Apetite!!

Simply Amazing

Isnt this cool? i didnt realize that it was there the whole time. only when my mom said there's a bird's nest outside, then i realized. looking at the nest..i was and still amaze at how the hell the bird esembled all the 'ingredients' to built a nest. i mean with the thin branches, dead leaves and all. how do all those things stick together? i mean, look at it. its hanging thinly to the branch and yet the nest is safe and doesnt look like its gonna fall easily. god's creations are amazing,huh. well, the bird is quite cute. its yellow and black in color. me and my dad wonder if there's egg inside it. we'r unable to look inside it because the hole is tiny and obviously inside it is dark. cudnt see a thing. anyways, im excited the fact that the bird chose our plant to build its nest. its quite rare,rite? to see such thing like this at someone's house.

ok, ciao. i need some rest.

till then!!

Looks

What is it with looks? its EVERYTHING! to me its everything.

i seldom think and feel that im pretty or cute or sweet. i mite not think like this before. it if werent for the experiences that i went thru in high skool, i'd appreciate myself better. really.

it started when i was in Form 1, i applied for 'pinjaman buku' and i got it. so a bunch of us went to the room where they kept all the text books. inside, there were few boys who'd help to find and collect the text books for us. what happened was, when all my cute and pretty friends got their books, i was the only one who didnt get it. it was because, this short boy, thinking that he's 'cute', asked me to turn around to face him (i did), and he said the meanest thing to me..'eh, tak cantik ah'.. then he turned around and DID not help to collect the books for me. how CRUEL was he? i mean, how cud u say that to my face?? just because im not pretty, it doesnt mean that u cudnt help me to find all the books! if he's THAT cute or handsome, i can understand. but HELLO? ur just a dark short ugly guy who thinks that girls wud be attracted to him. PUHLEEASSE...! GET A LIFE! look in the mirror first.

SEE..?? GUYS are like that. they think they are super macho and charming and handsome (althou they are soo..not) and yet they'd diss girls who are like me.

and there's another story.. my former bestfren, zadfy, cud be said as pretty okay (not ugly not very pretty but okay).. she'd always get the attention from guys no matter where she goes. there's this time when i was walking with her to a shop and there were 2 guys walking opposite of our direction..and their eyes were only fixed at her. they did not look at me at all. then they approach her saying something. i cant remember wat one of them said. but at least, she got the attention rite.and i did not get any. how pathetic was i?? VERY.

see guys..that is why, now, i cudnt see myself as a beautiful or cute or sweet person. i just cudnt. and to add to that, my self-esteem is definitely not improving. i keep thinking, no wonder i dont have a boyfren. its because im not good-looking enuf to guys. they're not attracted to me, let alone tempted to know me. not like my other frens. its easy for them to knoe people, for people to knoe them and certainly easy for them to get boyfrens. and me? i've been single for 3 and a half year. im not saying that life's pretty great for a single like me. in fact. im blessed. at least my heart's not aching, no one's making me sad and i dont have to think of the money to spend for the other half. im just saying how people especially guys (who think that they'r great) can be cruel to girls who arent good-looking to their eyes. including me. pity me,huh..?

well thats my story and thats all for now.

will be posting new ones anytime soon!

have a great day!

muax!!

Stuck

Yes..I am Stuck..to a song!! Since my fren gave it to me, i listen to it everyday. in fact,im listening rite now!! its called...
Cant Wait by Yoo Seung Jun ft. Yuki.
here's the lyric..


When I hear your voice over the line.
All I wanna do is to keep you on my mind.
I only had one thought. How long?
Don't wanna play the fool.
How did we end up like this baby?
Just wanna play it cool.
I knew I'd always promise.

Won't you tell me baby boo what you want what you need maybe,
I'll be the one that you need till I die baby.
Let me tell you about the things that you don't realize,
so let me televize my love so you can fantasize.
Conjuction-Function but look at the situation.
Don't waste time let's have a conversation.
It's kind of sad but that's our only option.
Let's keep it down low till I get there uh

Yuki :
Lian er duo dou zhong la
hua shuo tai duo sheng yin dou ya le
bao zhe dian hua you dian ai kun hai she bu de gua

Yeah,that's how it is ,as I keep on reminess,
you know I keep it real oh yes
we've got to deal with this, but I'm sick of this, bullshit
acting stupid for the Show-biz Gee-whiz
but wait I'll be there, when I'm done with this

Yuki :
Wo zuo tian shui tai wan xiang ni xiang dao san dian ban
zao shang cong cong mang mang wang de wang xing guo de yi tuan luan
hen rong yi bu nai fan
zong xian shi zhong zou de na me man
xiang you ping chang xin tan lian ai you dian nan

Xian zai jiu xiang ma shang jian dao ni jiu xiang ma shang kao zhe ni
bie shuo yi tian jiu lian yi miao dou kuai deng bu ji
ni shuo ni ye ke wang jiang re qing zu yi suo huo jian na kuai di
sui ran kua zhang hai shi gan jue tian mi mi

My heart is always with you even though we're apart baby.
I know you're sad and blue but that can't take us apart.
Get away from the dark baby come and see the light.
Yuki,in my dream I could with in my Mitsubishi.
But times going, going are gone it's gone
like the wind that can't stop, but stop not at the bus stop,
you and my drop top. Yeah put time in lock.That's right.
You and me baby messing around in the parking lot.

Xiang zhu wo
Don't wake me up. Take the time to explain my mind ???
Gen zhu wo
You so fine I wanna make you mine
Zhi xiang yong yuan zai yi qi

Can you be with me?
Live in luxury,and we be making precious history.
I keep your picture by my bed so I can know you're in my head.
Take my hand by your hand,and I will always be your man.
You gotta trust in me like I would trust in you,
Baby close your eyes and my love will see you through.

Yuki :
Zong you ren bu xian fan
zhao ni you guo lai da shan
mei ci dou hui rang wo te bie xiang ni jue de hao gu dan
yao yuan de ju li jiu you bu an duo zai xin li zhuan
jin ye yue liang wan wan xin qing you dian lan

Xian zai jiu xiang ma shang jian dao ni jiu xiang ma shang bao zhe ni
bie shuo yi tian jiu lian yi miao dou kuai deng bu ji
deng dai dui ai lai shuo xiang ku xi
que yong you shen qi de mo li ta
hao rang jian mian zai tian ye dou bu hui mi

If you keep this in your mind, we will make it through this time.
You will find, it's a sign, it's written in my rhyme.
Even though we are apart, you are always in my heart.
Honey stay with me forever and through any thing endeavor.
Can we make it through this phase,
I will see you through this maze.
If you put your faith in me,happy ending it will be.
That's a promise Yuki,have a little patience,
and in time, you'll see.

I Heart You

isnt this picture sweet?

Words

There's just so many things i'd like to tell you. so many things to ask, things to share, things to laugh about. but u're not here. or..maybe u're here without me knowing u're here. it happens so fast rite? back then i just knew u by the name 'papa boy' and then it became 'wan' and later..'B'. just 'B'. for a while, i felt alive and im utterly happy. but good things have to sometimes end rite? i knew that but it never crosses my mind that it'd be so soon. not only that, im left without any news or explanations. yes, we are..or were only frens but i think im entitled to know something. anything. a simple explanation would do. im not asking too much, am i? make me understand so that i wont be wondering what actually happened to you.

When i heard that u were back the 1st time, i got extremely excited and i was waiting for ur call. but..it never came. let alone a text msg. i got mad (for no reason..wait. for a reason) and speechless when i saw that box of chocolates. i never got to eat the SWISS choc by the way. i dont think i can swallow it thou. back to the story.. i gave u an sms just to satisfy my curiosity. it was delivered but i didnt get any reply. WHY b? why was it so hard for u to reply? or to call? i thot u said im important to u. guess u proved urself wrong,huh. and oh, try be a little bit honest next time ok? it was um..how to say it..very UNPLEASANT to find out about ur FUTURE GIRLFREN from someone else. i do think u shud be the one telling me that.

So..i've been thinking. ALOT. remember the umm..kinda egg thingy that you gave me? im gonna give it back to you. i cudnt keep it for u any longer. it means nothing anymore. never did. i cudnt wait for u to come back. bcoz even when u were here, u didnt bother to call me up. that stinks. i hope one day, ur heart'll open and u'll explain everything to me. and just so u know, im not mad anymore. i am now officially free. free to do anything and that includes giving back ur freaking egg!

So there..! now im left with no words. i dont have anything to say to u no more.

but thx for everything. our frenship was good while it lasted. take good care.

*only God knows how much i want to see u for the last time.