holiday blues

when your own mother said, "you're a different person.you're not the Adik we knew", it hurt alot.

when your family wanted to cut their holiday short, it hurt alot.

when your parents cried in front of you, it hurt alot.

i hurt alot too.


lesson learned.

gifted

as promised, here's an entry on the gifts.i didnt get alot but it doesnt matter.i've gotten too much already.

the first one came from hana

the loveliest address book ever!
i love, love, love.im saving this for cute/handsome guys..
give me ur addresses! :p

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then this bag from my brother
(i cudnt decide which one to buy so he said he'll pay for one of it)

isnt it gorgeous?

***

2 days after, i got this from my housemates + other 2 frens

now i can buy THE bag that i wanted.or THE heels (that i dreamed of too)

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and the other day, another surprise came from my brother

it's exactly what i was looking for (a headphone)
except,the colour is too..erm....pink?

nevertheless, i LOVE them all.and i havent gotten a present from my parents.but its coming soon! my mom refused to tell me what it is.i got my cousin to do the spying for me but mom just wudnt spill! sigh.guess i'll just have to wait.

on another note, below are the stuffs that i bought at the market.

the other 3 handbags

i cudnt resist not having those bags.very vintage-licious.
except the small one lah.i bought it because it was only $2.

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then i bought this dress.

very the makcik but im proud to say that i can pull it off, ya'll.

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a t-shirt

been a while since i bought one.so here's to S-yafina!

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the BEST buy ever

a singaporean girl sold this for $10.gile ke!
i love everything about it, the material, the design, the cut.
and ahem..my frens love it too! teehee

***

my last entry of this wallet didnt do it's justice.
so i took another picture of it.
i was looking at the detailing of the wallet
and i realize that its probably not the original Tod's.
of course the first time i saw the buckle-sort-of-thing it i was too eksaited.
but yeah, its ok.for $10 i cant complain!


and here's a closer picture of the glasses.


PHEW.this IS a very long entry.
sorry bout that tho.
wanted to keep it short but i just cudnt stop!

three

2nd cake

i know her dad had 3 birthday celebrations, but i had 3 too!so on that term, we're the same.well, i cant of course, beat them financially.they are way too rich.but in a sense of celebration, thats when i can at least, be at par with them (i wish!) haha.so, her family had food at french restaurants, chinese restaurants and the cutest cakes ever.oh well..

my birthday celebration started at 12am where my dear housemates sang the birthday song (duh! takkan lagu britney kot) with the first cake.dang.i dont have the picture of it.nvmnd.then we ate together (hana was there too!) and i fell asleep smiling.the next morning, woke up early to go to the sunday market.i had some cash in the wallet and said to myself that i'd spend $20 the highest.i was wrong.i spent $100++ at a SUNDAY MARKET! wow.who wud have thot, huh.i bought 4 handbags, 3 of them are vintage, 1 small handbag, 1 vintage dress (10bucks ok!), a VERY nice dress ($10 too), a t-shirt and a cardi.i realized i went vintage all week.i even bought that wallet (recently posted) and the glasses at my favourite vintage shop.

ka-ching!

u see, i wasnt the only one going crazy at the market

catch of the day (that includes hana's too!)

then off we went to tina's & yana's house for house kooling/raya haji/etc.had our lunch to some mee hoon goreng (pedas!) and fruit salad and bread pudding. *burp* we spent quite some time there and played Chotai (not too sure if thats the right spelling).before we made our move to aes's and azizi's house for yet another makan2, kak add suddenly wished me (again) happy birthday! then the whole people in the house started singing.ai tersipu2 malu ok! i was trying very hard to hide my shyness (that is, by laughing like a hyena).after the wishes subsided, hands shaked, friend hugging, we started walking.kak jaja, kak efa and ili walked too fast and left me, shah and hana behind.then out of nowhere, shah said he wanted to go to buy some pizza (pls note that we just had our lunch here).i was quite mad because i had another house to go to after going to aes's.i sulkily followed him and hana to the bakery and cant stop looking at my watch.stressing ok!

eat and eat and eat

my housemates + the hosts + hana

we arrived at aes and azizi's house at 4pm ++ and i was a bit worried because that meant that i wont make it in time to get to my fren's house by 6pm.grr..so as we were talking blablabla, i had to go to the loo and after using the tap water, it dripped.being a slightly jumpy/nervous/etc person, i wanted to shout aes's name but decided to just tell her in the living room.as i open the toilet door and to the living room's door, i felt weird because i didnt hear anyone talking or the tv sound but i opened it anyway.to my surprise, the living room was dark and the only thing i saw sparkling at me was a cake (1st picture). my brain didnt take that too well and sent a msg to my hand to close the door! so while i was feeling shocked, i close the door and my heart started to beat fast, but my lips were smiling.i got surprised, ya'll! (sounded a bit off but idk.HAHA) then ili opened the door for me and they sang (the birthday song again).THIS is what i've been waiting for my whole life.a surprise birthday party.alhamdulillah, i got it.

teehee

he told my mum about it.

about 8pm, me and hana made our move to lin's house to have some thai food.yummm..i was feeling guilty for coming in too late but when we arrived, i was greeted with birthday wishes that i didnt have the chance to really apologize.they had eaten and were just chatting with each other.lin served us the food and boy, it was THE most amazing thai food ever! kudos tu lin! then we had some fruit cocktail that dinesh made.delish! (he said it's his secret recipe but ended up telling us the secret!) then anna ask me if i've went to the balcony and see the view.i said no and i went.the balcony is HUGE.i've never seen a balcony that big.and the view was breathtaking.lucky lin.so as we were taking pictures at the balcony, suddenly lin switched off the lights and jan was shouting, 'ey, turn on the lights! turn on the lights!'.tiba2, happy birthday to youuu~ happy birthday to youuu~ (anna, lin and sneha brought a cake from the kitchen).i was laughing (again!) and blew the cake along with jan because her birthday was few days earlier than mine.double celebration lah.

thank god we have a timer

jan and i

sneha, anna and lin, the host

so, i had three celebrations on my birthday, which, im very thankful for.thanks for making it happen.thanks hana for being there too! i'll create another post on the presents soon AND the stuffs i bought from the market.

im full and im vintage ya'll.

Al-Fatihah

i lost my uncle earlier this week.he died in his sleep in Mecca.when i first heard it, of course, i was shocked and sadden by the news.called my cousins but couldnt get thru.i know, they probably dont want to be disturbed.then i thot about my aunt, who went for Haj together with the husband.i cudnt imagine how it feels like waking up and realize the person sleeping next to me had died.i felt really2 sorry for her and their children.but what happened later that day, totally changed my feelings.

that night, i told a fren (who happened to be at the house) and my housemates about it.after hearing what i had to say, the fren said, Alhamdulillah.i was stumped.i didnt know how to react.i was like, 'Alhamdulillah?my uncle just died!' but then she and the rest explained.she said something like, 'Alhamdulillah, dia adalah antara org yg dipilih oleh Allah.bukan senang nak meninggal kat Mekah.orang lain mati kat atas jalan etc.mesti dia ada buat sesuatu yg baik/betul' (thank God, he's one of those chosen to die in Mecca.Everyone else died on the streets etc.he must have done something right). i felt ashamed of myself for not being able to look at it in a different perspective.i know why tho..my knowledge on my own religion is shallow.and for that,i am ashamed.thankfully, the fren and my housemates are here to always remind me.

now i know how lucky my late uncle was.he died in a Holy place and millions of people prayed for him in Masjidil Haram.Alhamdulillah.


"Syukur ckp paklong tu nnt ms hari yg kita semua dibangkitkn, dia bangun dgn sahabat2 rasulullah...pastu dosa dia smua dihapuskn sbb dia meninggal ms dia br hbs haji, dia suci xde dosa mcm baby..pastu smlm juta org solat jenazah utk dia..bertuah kn nana..."

MasyaAllah

fun in the sun

now im tanned.


to the beach ya'll

cheap and chic

cheap bargains! (except the glasses)
but that Tod's wallet is oh-so-OMG!
i got it for $10!

nerd!

xoxo

the women

lalalala

she'll be here soon!

i swear!

it is now tuesday.
fuck.

Mm..hm..hmmm

deal!
17 more months!

unbelievable

u probably wont believe me (i dont too) if i say im fat.well, i know im not lying.for the past 2 months, i've been stuffing myself up with food (obviously) and junks too.staying at home doesnt help much.my housemates cook good food and for me to say no is of course, impossible! i eat and eat and eat until last saturday (while getting ready to Belgrave), i noticed that my thighs brushed against each other.and boy, did i freaked out.i stared at my thighs for god knows how long."nak mati ke?!!" i was too shocked, u see.i cudnt take it (no wonder la that jeans is tight) this is depressing.totally.ultimately.utterly.ok ok, u get the idea.sigh.oh, i just remembered something, i also happened to have muffin top!! i've no one but myself to blame.i know.i must do something about it.i MUST.

i CANT believe this!

failure to model

i was supposed to be a robber and obviously i failed.


it was my destiny

saturday mantra

saturday was perfect.went to Belgrave with Drew and Mmy for the famous scones.yumm..then off we went to Olinda to have the famous pie in the sky.i was sitting at the back enjoying the view while Drew was trying to figure out which way to go (using that slightly useless navigator!).as we reached Olinda, the cafe was nowhere to find.odd.so we went to Mt. Dandenong instead.the view was totally amazing.we cud see Melbourne in the middle of other suburbs.tiny tiny Melbourne.thats the only spot where you can see tall buildings.but it was great.we sat on the giant chair, took pictures (i was forced to be a model.ppfftt!), sat on the grass, walked pass a wishing tree (i was surprised i didnt hug the tree and made a wish!) and then went back home tired.and that, was my saturday.

no jokes from now!

just another issue

so what if i dont have a boifren?
does it makes me a loser?
so what if im not engaged/married?
does that makes me any less human?

life is not all about getting hitched.
at least, not for me.not yet.
i am happy being single.
dont get me wrong.

of course the idea of having a boifren is,
very tempting (like that crunchy caramel Lindt chocolate)
but perhaps i am better
off alone at the moment.

new things to be explored.
interesting people to meet.
exciting places to go.
and the best part is,
i can keep my money to myself!
whats not great about that?

but then, different minds dont think alike, do they?
i can say this and you can say that.
its just the matter of opinion and feelings
oh well..


it rocks to be single!

usaha!

must.finish.before.21.november!

gangster like

so cute before

so ugly after

they trimmed his long-white yellowish-tangled fur.
and thats how he looks like.
so garang (fierce) without the fur.
like a gangster some more.

*paws*

newsflash

hm..its interesting.the story of me not graduating has been circulating among Mcommers (including juniors).hence, i received more sympathies yesterday at the bbq.great.just what i needed.im not bitter or anything.in fact, its kinda cool in a weird way.i mean, they can learn from my story rite.so they know what supervisors can do to them.well, of course they themselves are responsible for their actions too.therefore kids, dont start ur writing at the last minute and ask ur supervisor a week before submission date (if ur writing is ready).and then, u'll be just fine!

it's not your fault.

it sure is hot and short

poof! my sunday is gone just like that.i want longer weekends pls! but i had fun tho.met new people, mingled (well, not really but u get the idea), ate, drank, cam-whored, played Spoons, hung out at the bar, laughed.i wish i cud do that everyday.okay, not everyday but once a week wud be nice.hanging out with crazy frens who try to get me drink alcohol.not a chance, guys! haha.im cool like that (tiru coy mistress).the weird thing is that, i felt dizzy after drinking vanilla coke.hmm..i had too much kot.oh well..then i left the bar smelling like a cigarette and i felt dirty.went home and straight away cleaned myself.ahh, thats better.at least i dont smell like i just came out from a smoke room.i hate it when people smoke and the smell gets on the clothes im wearing, gets into my hair, my nose, LUNGS! cant they invent cigarette that doesnt produce smoke?or like invisible, odourless smoke.ha, that would be brilliant! see, i know there's a part of my brain thats creative and able to think of something that wud benefit everyone.okay, im talking crap.

party pooper!

rendah lemak

why is everything labeled 'low fat' doesnt taste good?like that low fat nutella cheese cake i had on friday.it wasnt that bad but it just didnt.taste.right.tak cheesy pon! low fat food doesnt do me any good lah.i didnt get the guilty pleasure feeling.wait, isnt that supposed to be good?not feeling guilty eating food?haha.okay, so..i love to eat,regardless how fattening the food can be.its the satisfaction that i get after consuming like, 100kg of cholesterol (okay, im exaggerating).yesterday, i had lasagna, large pizza AND strawberry shake..and boy, they were heaven!today, i had nasi lemak for breakfast (thank god ethosia cooked less fattening nasi lemak).i was like, "tak rasa mcm nasik lemak pon!" and she explained that was intentional (ya la, some of us are healthy people, but not me!) lol.and today afternoon, i got a bbq party to go to.yay,more fat!

tgk perot saya!

oh, noah

i cant stop drooling over puck.
*swoon*


"are you doubting my badassness?"

breathe and reboot

i've been bragging alot about graduation and with that, i am now suffering the consequences.i wasn't sure about telling this to you because i am quite ashamed of it but here goes..i wont be able to graduate this year unfortunately.im heartbroken.but yeah..im just gonna leave it at that (im not gonna tell you how i broke down and cried.. :p) thx Coy Mistress and Nats for the kind words and endless support (i love yous).frens here have been supportive too.offering their sympathies (im literally drowning in them.haha) ,hugs and no comfort food??haha.im thankful for that, i really do.but i cant help feeling lonely.and i dont feel like talking to anyone yet (on ym), im sorry.what i can tell you now is that im okay.yeah, im okay.

stuff like this happens, and hiccups happen in life. So don't even feel a bit ashamed..
Breathe in, Fina. Breathe in.
(Chan, 2009)

Beaten down shows us that we are mere mortals and there is a God out
there who has plans for us.

(bullet, 2009)

"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." Alexander Graham Bell
(ethosia, 2009)

Sesungguhnyai Allah berfirman dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216:

" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ianya amat baik bagimu, Boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ianya amat buruk bagimu. Allah S.W.T mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak tahu"
(kjajan, 2009)

all i need is love

this hiatus of mine is taking longer than usual.for that, im sorry.i have now become a slightly crazy person due to massive pressure.but but but, it wont be very long now. after the end of next week, when i've already paid my overdued sleep and lack of entertaining activities, i will update this spiderwebbed blog of mine.

talk to me, pls.

I am

i'll be back insyaAllah in a week or so.
im forcing myself to focus on my writing.
wish me luck! (im in desperate need of it)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

oh, how i miss her

i was annoyed when my phone rang at 12am last night.mom was calling and i was quite reluctant to pick up the phone because it was well, 12am.plus, i was in my housemate's room and she was sleeping.but i picked it up anyway.it turned out, she was at my grandma's house and wanted me to talk with grandma.wait, what do i call my late grandma's sister or cousin?hmm..nvrmd.i'll just use grandma, regardless.ok so, she is the only grandma (on my dad's side) left.we aren't close but im fond of her.we'd always drop by her house once in a while and before i came here, i paid her a visit.i was touched when she said, 'adik jgn lupakan atuk ye'.tears started to fall but i didnt want to cry in front of her.then i left.i've been missing her since then.so last night when my mom called, she passed the phone to grandma.it was awkward talking on the phone because it was our first time.she sounded sick but can still laugh and make jokes.then, there was this moment where there was silence.i didnt know what to say and i figured she didnt too.after a couple of seconds, she said, 'adik gelak la.atuk nak dgr org gelak.' i did laugh and immediately after that i had to maintain my cool because mom passed the phone to my aunty and uncle and dad.after putting down the phone, i started crying.i regret that i didnt tell her i miss her.i hope by the time i get back, she'll still be there.amin.

i hope my brother picks up the phone

raya and short hair

YES, i cut my hair.NO, i didnt cut it myself.i had to force myself to smile when people asked, "kau potong rambut sendiri ke?" wth.i paid dollars to get it cut and people just assumed i did it myself.the reason for it because "sbb nampak straigth je". 'scuse me, kalo potong sendiri shudnt it be imbalanced?but my hair isnt.its precisely cut by Ross, the uber cool hairdresser.pbfftt! but nevermind, its raya and i forgave them for that.and i happen to loooove it very much,regardless.

cute meletop!

the funnest raya ever

this year's raya was a blast.and like i told my cousins, it's because raya fell on the sunday, not monday.if it was yesterday, it'll be just like last year's.boring.so, on the 1st of syawal, we went to the st.ambrose hall in brunswick for the raya prayer.what i like about it was, i got to skim and scan the crowd (boys).haha.nah...it was fun seeing familiar faces, meeting new people, playing with the cutest babies/kids (you shud consider having babies overseas).they are all gorjes (pink cheeks, white skin, the accent - i envy).then we moved on to open houses.i ate like a monster (a cuter version, of course).but it felt weird,really.i ate some then felt like throwing up. 'what is wrong with me?!its only the 1st day of raya and im already feeling sick?'.saiko.i think my tummy doesnt like the idea of eating (this is a good thing rite?i can keep selim during raya).cool! anyway, when we were on our way to the last house, we started singing in the car.our DJ played KRU's songs from the driver's playlist (which originally came from my playlist) and we sang our hearts out.we were a bunch of crazy chicks singing like there's no tomorrow.hey,its KRU okay! and its raya.forgive us.

well..raya is definitely different this time around and i am very thankful that i get to spend it with my lovely housemates, close frens and of course my brother.we'll be having our own open house on the 3rd of october.jemput datang ok! i'd most probly cook some laksa or..bake a chocolate cake.

i got fat overnight

tebabo!

im sure by now some of you are already at you're kampungs or at you're home preparing for raya; baking cookies, spring cleaning the house, stocking up with kuih rayas, lemangs and what not.exciting, isnt it?tho i dont get to do all that, i am perfectly fine this time around.well, a little bit.just because (hopefully) raya falls on the weekend.if it falls on the monday, it'll just be like any other day with classes etc.i sort of told myself to not be sad but today i caved in.i was listening to my ipod while scanning the dockets when takbir raya came next on the playlist.suddenly my eyes watered and i knew, that im gonna lose it.but since i was at the office, i took a deep breath and yeah, it was all good.haha.but but i know im gonna cry on the phone (again) talking to mom and dad on malam raya.oh well, thats just how it is.okay, enough of sappy-ness.

Have a fantastic Eid Mubarak my dear friends.be extra careful on the road especially for those travelling alone.handle mercun with care (dont lose any of ur fingers! or hands for that matter).

Maaf zahir batin.

take a deep breath and procrastinate!

i've started panic-ing since 2-3 weeks ago but i still havent done anything yet.why am i being so dem lazy? i want to grad this year, of course.but looking at it now, i mite just not.shit.okay, no.i CAN do it.no matter how lazy i am i HAVE to finish it.but i dont know..i guess i need more support.i know one person who can keep me calm and at the same time still procrastinating (you know who you are..i think) haha.

are you a revert? masyaAllah

im an orange

this Raya, im gonna soak up a lot of Vitamin Cs.
because..

not exactly the colour i had in mind when she said Orange.
but wth, im supposed to be thankful for it.
i am (after a disbelief gasp)
hmm..looking at my skin,
i've gone from dark to rather fair.
wont look so bad lah teamed with an orange baju kurung.
kan?

oh well..

i am hot

for the first time in my life, i went for a sauna and jacuzzi.i didnt know how HOT it wud be in the sauna till last night.i actually..suffocated!seriously.it was hot for sure and there were no oxygen (at least i think there were none) and i can hardly breathe.but you know, i wanted to be cool and all.so i stayed and embraced the kinda herb-vicks-air smell (not nice).besides, i cud shed few kilos (i wish!) just by sitting on that white bench.after like 10mins or so, i gave up and went into the jacuzzi.now..thats what i call as relaxing.then i berangan, how amazing it'd be if i have a jacuzzi at home AND a sauna.i'd be skinny like a supermodel.wOw.now thats a wishful thinking.haha.anyways, i'd probably do it again the next time im invited.because i did feel light and fresh after.

tersipu-sipu malew

tiba-tiba

kc: fina
kc: i want u to have a steady bf
kc: get married n all
kc: hve kids n live a happy life

f: thank you.


hmm..

whoa

for the first time in my life..i managed to finish one of my assignments EARLY (early2 pon kol 11:45pm jgk).rasa mcm nak tampar muka sendiri laju2.everyone knows im a last-minute-person.i claimed myself to be more of an 'under pressure' person.its the same cuma sounded a little bit better than the former.haha.anyways,it felt good.but i think its just because the assignment is easier than writing an essay, which i hate most doing.there were a few unfortunate events happening while i was writing.one: a couple next door was screaming 'eff!' at each other outside the house.so i peeked at the window hoping that i cud witness the exciting scene.but too bad, it was dark (duh) but i cud see the shadow of the guy getting into the car (shouting effs) and turned on the engine (still shouting, and the girl too), drove away with his car window down (and STILL screaming effs!) until the car is out of view.that was hilarious.hahaha.then later on, (probably God want to repay my evilness for laughing at the couple) by this 2nd event: my housemate accidently spilled water on the table and of course ON my laptop as well.padan muka!thank god my laptop is A-okay.but lesson learned lah.to not have water near me while doing assignments.

fewwit!

kesengalan

conversation di kala membuat assignment

andrew ooi : you know what
andrew ooi : for your rajinness
andrew ooi : you can eat now
andrew ooi : whatever you eat
andrew ooi : i pay
phatchaa : hahahaha
andrew ooi : eat lobster
andrew ooi : large prawns
andrew ooi : it's okay
phatchaa : boleh
phatchaa : if u betol2 pay for it la
andrew ooi : yaga
andrew ooi : ey so easy to sin ah
andrew ooi : just cos ppl belanja
phatchaa : hahahaha
phatchaa : im not making any sins la
phatchaa : but im not lying that i can eat
andrew ooi : OH
andrew ooi : EWWWWWWWWWWW
andrew ooi : (buat emoticon muntah)

body crocs, diva!

i have never EVER been a fan of crocs.but now i OWN one.i used to rolled my eyes when i see my cousins or aunties wearing it.because it was just plain typical.i cudnt understand why people are so crazy about it.the original crocs is fugly.i mean, look at the design.it makes the foot look extra huge.and whats with the holes?i remembered when it was new in the market, this guy who took us to singapore proudly said, "saya beli ni kat singapore.murah dr kat sini." huh..?i dont even care about that fugly shoe.but today, i forgave myself for buying one.just because its on sale.and the jibbitz..and the accessories too! (kak tasya,before u say anything, i must say that i havent shop for a while :p - minus the ipod) lol.anyway, do u think i shud buy jibbitz for the left side as well?i only bought for one side thinking of wanting to be slightly different. :p

now that i own a pair of crocs, i am officially typical.

pre-raya

i was berperangai tak senonoh.


its time to masuk sotkaba again!

sax is sexy

i know ramadhan is supposed to be filled with a lot of ibadah and all.but i cudnt pass the invitation to see my classmate's gig (he the drummer but u cant really see his face in this bad quality picture).im so terrible.haha.anyways, it was actually an album launching kinda thing.which, was awesome.the bar was jam packed,crowd was fun and the performance was out of the world.frankly, i wasnt as eksaited when i look them up on myspace but when i saw and listened to them live, my right foot was thumping along with the beat and i started to enjoy the music.worth my $15.haha.plus, the guy with the keyboard also played the sax.and that, is sexy.

p/s: the name of the band is seriously LAME so i wont write it here.embarrasing, even for me to write it down.

rumah dan pokok

the wind was so strong (even stronger this week) that our neighbour's tree fell on our rooftop.well, not the whole tree, just that one huge branch.the best part was that, we didnt even realized the house was a victim of that fat tree.so another neighbour of ours called Poppi's mother, then she called Poppi and then Poppi called one of my housemates to tell her about the incident.the rest wasnt (or werent? hmm..sorry.my grammar is pretty rusty.hihi) at home.the next morning, Poppi came with her husband, Angelo, their son and the SES rescue team.2org je pon.hahaha.they took care of the tree.the thing is, the owners of that fat tree refused to cut it down.ketegaq betol.bila dh jadi cmni baru nak nak amik action.i was told this morning that the SES team is going to cut off that tree (padan muka!).at least i think that was what Angelo told me (i honestly cud never understand what he says.he's italian or a roman) regardless, he speaks very little english and alot of crap.haha.oh, one more thing, my house looks horrible kan?some wud say its dodgy but i like dodgy.my home je lah.not everything else.lol.and some say my house ni rumah kampung, feels like kampung and they looove it.which is not bad at all, especially time raya.oh, speaking of raya, we've started writing down guests list and menus for our open house!cant wait.

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she is seriously hot!

Okay la..

reading the previous entry's comments, i concluded that some of you might think i have a boifren.well, i do..sort of.only he's not real and he's not a dildo (some of you have very very noty thots) haha.sorry i misled you guys to believe in something thats impossible (me?boifren? doesnt sound rite) but every single thing i said was true.the feeling, the moment, the tempat kejadian etc.lol.anyways, he's what i've been dreaming of since last year and i finally get to own him now.alhamdulillah..rezeki seminggu sebelum puasa. :p and he's like my early birthday present as well lah.he's sexy and cool.amat sesuai lah jd boifren ku yg kebosanan ini.in fact, he's been a great company these couple of days.keeps me awake on the train rides, makes me happy while walking, entertains me when im bored and stuff.which, is ridiculously awesome.i dont know what to do if he's not around (mcm la sebelum ni tak biasa).okay so..i wont keep on babbling.straight to the picture..



everyone, inilah boifren saya yg bernama Alphabetical.his nickname is Iphie (for overseas spelling) or Aifie Pegang (for mesian spelling) OVER.hahaha.so, this is him, the one that i love.wee~

this is it

berakhirnya penantian sang kekasih

alhamdulillah..spring is slowly seeping in, kicking winter's arse.i'd wake up with the sun shining thru the window.aah..what a great feeling.to top it up, the wait for my love has ended.the moment i opened my eyes, i knew he's coming.so i got up from bed and went to the front door.seconds later, someone knocked.i was nervous..'this is it' i said to myself.moments before i opened the door, i put my hood on and tucked few strands of my hair (cudnt hide my just-woke-up-sleepy-eyes) but wth.this is IT.i had to present myself well.i flicked open the door lock and there he was, smiling along with the sun..my love.i was eksaited that i felt like hugging him but i must maintain my cool.after exchanging shy greetings, i know he's finally mine.let me introduce him to you..

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eh? takde gamba? hihi.rahsia la..for now.

Currently

im hooked on this.yuummmm

u look lovely, n for that, i love you...

squeal!

omg omg omg..!
joshua's coming to town!
nak pegi tengokkkk.
plus the tix's price is within my budget.
i must go.
tp, kalo takde kawan cmne....
lalala.

check out the official 'i'd rather be with you' clip here

i must go!amin.

cringed

sedang elok2 buat keje, tetiba aku dgr bunyi yg aku tak bape berkenan.tak perlu toleh belakang utk tgk sape.mmg dia la yg makan berbunyi tu.argh!telinga aku taleh handle bila dgr bunyi tersebut tp aku cm taleh nak buat ape2 sbb kitorg tak close, tak build rapport lagi.ada jgk rasa cm nak menjerit sambil tutup telinga lari2 buat pusingan dlm ofis.haha.muka not bad tp slack dia kat situ lah.turn off betol!aku cukup tak suka dgr org makan berbunyi.no offense to anyone but its annoying.aku penah juga makan berbunyi2 ni.tp masa kecik la.then one day, my aunty told me off."nana,makan tutup mulut." i was ashamed, of course, but since then i trained myself to eat dgn penuh tatasusila.it is something everyone shud do, u know.beradab sopan la kan.sigh.lets hope he'll do better next time so that my ears wont hurt.

thank god there's internet

out of boredom last 2 nights, i decided to flick thru Safeway's homeshop page.homeshop is a webpage for those who wants their groceries to be delivered at home.so i was night dreaming, acting like some rich people who buy groceries online.i scroll almost every items and pick the ones that i feel like eating.i decided not to be too greedy so i chose a couple of things that i really2 feel like having.then i was trying to figure out how to pay for them because usually we'd have to pay using credit cards rite.but i dont have one so at that moment, my excitement was slowly vanishing and i fell asleep with the list of things i 'wanted' to buy.when i woke up, i suddenly got this adrenaline rush to actually BUY those items.so i refresh the webpage and jumped to the payment section.thank god i can pay using eftpos! i was eksaited all over again.then i picked the date of delivery, typed in my address then done! i picked today because this is the only day of the week that im free (another good reason to do shopping online).i was anticipating the delivery that i even woke up earlier than i wanted to.it was a pain in the arse waiting for 3 hours!but when i stopped waiting, the delivery guy came. *rolls eyes* and im happy again.haha.

finally! i got 'em delivered to my door.yay! it wasnt much, i know, but its my first time.
i am so gonna do this again!

i kan org busy

sooo orgasmic..eh, organic

i've never really thot of eating organic food because its expensive but this time, i give it an exception.when we were on our way to nz, my fren bought this Green & Black's chocolate bar.to be exact, the butterscotch one.and i was quite reluctant to eat it solely because the packaging wasnt that convincing and i've never heard of the brand but i gave it a try anyway.i was speechless.it tasted soooo good! in fact, it was to die for.i fell in love with it instantly!soon after i got back from the trip, i went looking for it straight away.and oh mai gut..the price was..well..not that pleasant to look at.but i bought it regardless.it was only 100g and it cost me $4! such a big price for a teeny weeny portion (typical organic food).but that was weeks ago.so last night (out of boredness), i was browsing Safeway's & Coles' websites looking at items on specials.these chocolates are on promotion! in Safeway, the price reduced to $3 and in Coles its $2.so since Coles doesnt supply the butterscotch ones, i went to Safeway first and bought it before class.then right after class, i went to Coles and bought another two.the maya gold and 70% ones.just because they're cheap! :p im quite disappointed that Coles doesnt have butterscotch because that is ultimately my favourite.i'd no doubt buy 2 of those.its only $2 lah,how can i resist not to buy them riteeee..hihi.if they have it in mesia, do try it.i think there shud be in mesia since its under cadbury.check the price out for me okay.

smudge

his winter look: grungy & rugged fur

eeee..mcm nak pelok2 budak ni tau.

Oh mai gawd

i am eksaited! hana's gonna be here soon! finally..someone i know is coming.i cant wait to bring hana jalan2.wee!~

hm..nak pesan ape ye? hihi

Maxi-Mize

their Exotic Goddes collections are to die for

arent they lovely?sigh

i like the print skirt very much.

this is THE ONE.
i WILL buy this insyaAllah.

*photos credit to stylemelbourne.com