ainsi dans vous

(i got pass that entry below) so now on a different note, i'll tell you about something that's more erm..happy? haha.all my life, i've been given.. (no, no.scratch that.straight to the point, fina!) okay okay. I BOUGHT A PERFUME!! u guys must be like, WHAATT? a perfume? thats it? haha.yes, im poyo like that.but u dont know the whole story.so read..i have NEVER bought a single perfume for 25years of my life.people have been giving me perfumes and i (secrectly) have always hope that someone would so (jimat duit).hihi.but i guess it has to end and i now have to start buying with my own money.so i did! in my previous entry (the collage), i wanted the Viva La Juicy perfume but its too expensive. :( so i turned to a cheaper one.i bought CKin2U instead.$29 ya'll (for a 100ml).that, my frens, is a bargain.i went to the shop and there's only TWO left! one on display and i managed to get the last one! yay! ohh, i so love living here.

so proud of myself!

oh the drama

my passion for blogging has probably deterred since my laptop died. i've no intention what so ever to write again, until now... why? just because. okay okay, there's something thats bothering me and i dont like it and i think its stupid. facebook has managed to destroy (okay, thats a strong word to use) erm, to... cause a ridge between mother and daughter. it was totally unexpected. i called her one day and she sounded annoyed and i was like (wth did i do wrong?). i was distraugt of course. who wouldnt? when ur mom suddenly doesnt want to talk to you, you'd be digging ur brain out thinking what did u do wrong. i managed to ignore thinking that she prolly was annoyed or mad at someone else and threw it on me. then yesterday at work, she called and STILL sounded the same. i was like WTH. it lasted only for 20seconds because she just said, sms me the date of ur graduation. click. that was it. ape nii??? tbb okay. so later that night i texted my brother, kot2 la dia tau why. and he said she's not mad, its just that dia terasa because "u seem friendly with ur frens than her". WHAT?? which part of 'friendly' doesnt she understand? of course im friendly with my FRIENDS. friendly isnt derive from the word mother. and friendly isnt exactly how you should be with ur mother (well, im not). look, maybe im wrong for not being 'friendly' to her as i do with my friends but thats just the way it is. my mother is my family and should stay at being just that. call me cruel or disrespectful, but this is how i am. and pls, at least have the guts to tell it to my face. NOT by treating me like i did something really bad because if i didnt ask my brother, i wouldnt even KNOW why.

i wont say i'm sorry

impian ku

suya, hana & everyone! here's my 2010

i miss yous!

meat balls ikea.oh tidak!

jco jco jco
(krispy kreme tak sedap)

gagagaga

tho ada kat sini, i still miss it!

little penang's cendol.ohhhh

i miss having the freedom to eat anything
without worrying whether it's halal or not.
sobs.

i miss drinking air kotak milo.

i miss roti gardenia.

i miss my usual breakfast cereal, honey stars.

i miss eating at kedai pah seksyen 17.

i miss hot dog kat bakery.

i miss byk lagi food.

nak balik and eat!

aku

teringin nak jumpa P.William cuz he's currently in melbourne but mcm tak akan terjadi.sigh.

tgk kat tivi saje

gagaga

finally, using the gift coupon, i bought this pair.
hihi.thanks alot lovelinesss!!

sedap yg berdosa

picture taken here

to avoid from extreme boredness (if there's even such word), i watched Chocolat yesterday.it was indeed sinfully delicious.i had no idea who acted in the movie until i saw the introduction.so, johnny depp was one of the actors and i cant wait for him to appear.but he didnt until the 2nd half of the movie which i thought was very clever.i have NEVER in my life think that he's handsome until i saw him playing the guitar on the boat.bapak hensemnye.like, seriously.drools ya'll.i recommend u watch this if u havent.if u have, watch it again.haha.

a new day

2010 has so far been OK.not great but not too bad.it started with a couple of unresolved issues, shocking news, unfinished business and stuff.but despite all this, i'd still manage to have a little fun every now and then.and by fun i meant shopping.nah, not really.but i do have few things in my mind tho.like a new jeans, new dress..hihi.talking about new things, i remembered a fren on facebook suggested that we do a collage of our goal list for 2010 and upload them in fb.im not gonna to that.2 reasons: first, i dont know how to use photoshop, second: upload it on fb? no thanks! but but i like the idea of doing a collage.the more we visualize it, perhaps the faster we'll get it? haha.i wish i could upload my collage here BUT i dont have one.i need a little help from an internet genie.what i can tell u is that i got lots of things to accomplish/get this year.or so i hope.

walk the line

with love ya'll

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deprived

i havent been able to sleep these few days.something is bothering me, tho i no longer think about it that much now.since sunday i'd wake up every 2hrs.it went on until last night.i cant think of a good reason why.too bothered perhaps? too overwhelmed (by what i dont know)? this is so not cool ya'll.im tired of not being able to sleep properly.thank god i dont have to work tomorrow.on another note, i feel like going out to shop.i know i'd promise myself not to but having to read my fren's fb stats..i just cant sit tight.haha.nine west, hugo boss etc are still on sale.how cud i get pass that? i MUST buy something from nine west.yes, must.and hugo boss sounds tempting.i want a new watch too (tho mom gave me a watch for my birthday) not my style.its tiny and there are hearts all over.its not that i dont like it, its just not me.im sorry.but but i've worn it already.once or twice.i'll do better next time okay.

love you ma!