Where Have They Gone To?

*not a good angle.sorry

it has been ages since i last play this stick thing.i remembered how i loved to play them with my cousins back at kampung.but the ones i recalled were made from plastic not wood, rite?they came in blue, red, yellow etc colors.how i loved the challenge which is to not move other sticks when picking up a stick.ahh..those were the days when we used to play real congkak instead of virtual congkak..we played "masak-masak"..panjat trees..batu seremban..and ape tu?ceper?the caps from bottled drinks tu..yeah, ceper..compared to now.kids (AND adults) play pc games like Warcraft, Counterstrike, what else..some football games la and few others.everything is computerised kan nowadays..we are developing but our tradition is not supposed to (my opinion la).

ke manakah hilang nya permainan tradisi kita?

*dear friends..pls list the games u used to play in the comment area, if u dont mind la.let us reminisce the past together ya. *wink*

Re-Imagining YOUR City

i was invited by a fren to go to this art show at Zouk and i went because i was excited about it since a month before.it was called Re-Imagining the City East Asia Tour.basically it shows how important artists, architects, film-makers, designers etc are to the development of creative cities and also in shaping the quality of life in our city.few individuals from KL (artists) were chosen including a fren of mine (i consider him as a fren..hehe) to take part in the project.it was a success, althou one of the screen (out of 4) was in bad shape.meaning there were lines and we cant see properly (sorry i dont know how to explain..hahaha).

anywhoo, the Djs were awesome.two of them are cute!and there were free flow of Heineken all nite.opss..hahaa.dont worry..i dont drink.eventhou i yawned for i-dont-know-how-many-times, i still enjoyed the show.it was the 1st time for me to go for things like that (theres always the 1st time rite?).ooo...no wonder la i was excited, kan.lalala~

so yaa..thats about it.i'll be posting again.laterrr..

You Got Me Begging You For Mercy

Songs means alot and they remind me of certain events and people in my life

1. 50 Cent - Just A Little Bit .. reminds me of Papa (Apek)
2. Letto - Ruang Rindu .. the PD trip with my housemates; baring kat tepi pantai kol 12lbh sambil dgr lagu ni.
3. Color Me Badd - The Earth, The Sun, The Rain .. zaman2 90's.byk lagi sebenanye; yg ni di antarenye la.
4. Los Lobos - Beautiful Maria of My Soul .. reminds me of my mom (her favourite song)
5. Any Raya Songs .. when we were in Bandung and me & mom cried because Ayong wasn't there
6. Green Day - Macy's Day Parade .. Ashare sang this on stage and he rocked the house!
7. Little Peggy March - I Will Follow Him .. i sang this in our old Saga when i was 10 or 12 yrs old
8. Mono - Life In Mono .. my all time favourite
9. The Wannadies - You and Me .. makes me smile everytime
10. Farawahida - Tanpamu .. this used to be Papa Boy's song; skang tiap kali dgr, nak muntah.hahaha
11. The Cranberries - Dreams .. Karate Kid.. Haiyaakk!!
12. Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again .. our trip to Penang; bersiar2 naik kete al-Viva
13. Catch 22 - 1234, 1234 .. confession of a football freak
14. Fuel - Hemorrhage .. a close fren's favourite; and now it's my fav plak
15. Kitaro - Matsuri .. reminds me of Mama Nisaaaaaa....! nun jauh kat langkawi tu ha

what about yours? Milala? i tau u suke lagu ape.hahaha

Foolish

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in·fat·u·a·tion (ĭ-fāch'ōō-ā'shən)

1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.
   
2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.

there was this fine day when i thot that i liked someone..and he liked me too.but now i think both of us realized that it was just an infatuation.dem.how cud it be infatuation?? i liked him..since forever.then when i knew he liked me too..the feeling has gone.weird, i know.but it happened.and now we're like "apesal ko sombong weh"..not knowing wat else to say to each other. *sigh* whyyyy??huhuhu..i want him to like me.and i want me to like him.there must be something wrong in between rite?one day we like each other and the next day we just pretend that it didnt happened.aihh..wats wrong with us?

Between The Lines

Tuesday

F: nak tgk kasut baru
S: mane ade kasut baru
F: eleh jgn nak tipoo.bak meh tgk
S: mcm kasut org jepun
F: comeyyy..nak!
S: mane boleh
F: ceh.
S: nnt nak kena stapler la.
F: stapler???
S: eh..plaster.
F: hahahahahahahahaha.. (gelak guling2)

Sadness Runs Through Her

this morning i was happy.but now a little bit of sorrow came on me.actually, i been imagining myself crying over this matter a while ago.and i know i wont be able to handle it.true.i cudnt.not that easy at least.i'll be missing everyone badly.oh..i dreaded sad moments.especially like in this case.i remembered telling a fren that i wudnt want to go because i'll miss everyone.she laughed hard and said "ko ni comey aa fina".yes.she said that.huhuhu..i'll be definnitely reminiscing the past, my family, you guys, the food.. *sigh* hooowwwww??? aku takot ok.scared of everything.scared of leaving,scared of learning,scared of new place,aliens,new friends,scared to miss you guys and especially scared to leave my parents.any advise to me my dearies?

Topsy Turvy

Guys...!! I GOT IT!!!!!! im going to Melbourne!! hahahahhaha..im too happy rite now! i just the call this morning and i feel like telling the world world.hehehe..okay2.not the whole world but those who are close and near..families (of course) and friends.Alhamdulillah...akhirnya my anticipation is answered.i want to jump, scream, kiss and hugg!! but not rite now...im still at the office and its just 12 o'clock.i cant wait to go home..or better yet, not go home.hahahahha...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! i am H-Happeeeee...lalalalala~

Peanuts, Anyone?

Free Fall Plunge

i knew.when i made that decision, i am putting myself and others in jeopardy.i questioned myself over and over whether what im doing is right or wrong.i found the answer but it leads to yet another sad ending which im afraid wud leave behind a nasty scar (scar?sorry.i cant find the right word yet.haha).what we've gained years ago wud probably be different, now that things are getting out of hand.feelings are involved.loyalty is in questioned.nerves are shaking.minds are blowing.Dem.i hate this situation when it involves the feelings i've been keeping in a locked safety box.to feel things again is a torturous chore.
now..i feel like standing on top of a cliff and let myself fall freely, and crash.the perfect plunge, i imagine..wud be exhilarating.i think i'd find peace and total freedom on my way down.wudnt u think so?just let go of everything and..Jump! spread ur hands,hold ur head high,smile and embrace the moment while it lasted.aahhh...that wud be nice rite?

A Perfect Match

aku..
Restless.
dont know why.
asik tgk kat phone je.
what am i waiting for?
a miracle?some sort of comfort?
from a phone? (yeah..weird.i know)
how ridiculous is that.
ahh..aku ni tunggu ape tah.
waiting for something that i dont even know exists.
aku resah for a reason that is quite unacceptable.
urgh..rite now, i hate myself.