Tuesday, November 3, 2009

breathe and reboot

i've been bragging alot about graduation and with that, i am now suffering the consequences.i wasn't sure about telling this to you because i am quite ashamed of it but here goes..i wont be able to graduate this year unfortunately.im heartbroken.but yeah..im just gonna leave it at that (im not gonna tell you how i broke down and cried.. :p) thx Coy Mistress and Nats for the kind words and endless support (i love yous).frens here have been supportive too.offering their sympathies (im literally drowning in them.haha) ,hugs and no comfort food??haha.im thankful for that, i really do.but i cant help feeling lonely.and i dont feel like talking to anyone yet (on ym), im sorry.what i can tell you now is that im okay.yeah, im okay.


stuff like this happens, and hiccups happen in life. So don't even feel a bit ashamed..
Breathe in, Fina. Breathe in.

(Chan, 2009)

Beaten down shows us that we are mere mortals and there is a God out
there who has plans for us.
(bullet, 2009)

"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." Alexander Graham Bell
(ethosia, 2009)

Sesungguhnyai Allah berfirman dalam surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216:

" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ianya amat baik bagimu, Boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ianya amat buruk bagimu. Allah S.W.T mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak tahu"

(kjajan, 2009)

5 comments:

n.a.t.s said...

awwww...u know i love you!

Anonymous said...

sweetie, thats ok. take all the time u need. the important thing is that, u dont give up. who cares what others say?

me love u too!!! xoxo

Existence said...

nats: oh..i know that. :)

hana: thanx hana..i cant wait to see u soon.

love u both!

syzn n her fragile heart said...

alaaaaaaaaaa i just read your post today.. ='(

btol2, xpe as long as u grad it doesnt matter.

for me la.
lantak kan pe org len nk ckp.
they dont know how it feels until they themmselves were plunged into the situation.

love you! xoxo

Bulat said...

thank you darling..

i am coping better than before.
got used to the idea of not graduating with frens this year.

love u too!