Thursday, July 2, 2009

i'm sorry

i did something wrong and that led to mom's disappointment.i didn't know it wud hurt her.this morning mom called just to say hi.so i told her about ozra and about going home this holiday.so i said i cudnt go back because i might go to adelaide then after that im going to new zealand.when i told her that, she said 'adik, how dare u go to new zealand without me!' i was stumped and didnt know how to react.my heart beated fast.my head hurt.i was out of words.the only thing that i managed to say after few seconds was 'sorry'.i was sorry and still am.i sent her a text right after the phone call but she didnt reply.i hurt her so bad.

i am a bad daughter, aren't i?

10 comments:

Ahmad Ashaari Alias said...

you are not a bad daughter. you are growing to be a good one and this is just another lesson for you (a serious one).. :)

Anonymous said...

the way i see it, no u are not.

your mum is sensitive. next time you know la kan?

Existence said...

usher: growing to be a good daughter..amiinnn.thanx usher.

hana: yeah, she's very sensitive.even more sensitive now that im far.and yes, i wont do it next time.thanx hana.

oh, btw..i called her today.she was fine.she said she was joking but SWEAR she didnt sound like she was. :|

n.a.t.s said...

i think ur mum jelez tu.. hehehe.. dia x marah cuma merajuk skit coz jelez.. ;)

Anonymous said...

i tahu... u kena ambik hati dia. cakap kat your mum, "mama nak ikut? jom la ikum same pergi NZ"

so dia ok skit la kut. at least dia ajak. kalau dia tak dapat pergi takpe. the thoughts that matters.

:)

Bulat said...

nats: hmm..maybe a tiny bit jealous.hehe.but its all good now.phew.

hana: i did say that.i ckp, 'next time kite pegi sama2 k.' she said, 'nnt ma pegi berdua dgn ba'.lalala..i learned my lesson.shud ask her first before i made any decisions.my bad.

:)

NES said...

pujuk la.. nnt sure ok tu. dia rindu kot...

Bulat said...

dh pujuk dh and she seemed ok. :) tengs suya!

b.L.@.x said...

ala kalau ko rasa bersalah...maknenye kamu anak yg baik.....anak yg tak rasa bersalah...tu yg problem tu!!!!

Existence said...

oh, ye ke.terima kaseh.