Wednesday, August 18, 2010

you're my disco

everyone,

meet my grand aunt, Tok Meng


i used to go to her house when i was growing up.she taught me to read the Qur'an (i didnt khatam tho :p), yelled when i did something naughty, took care of me when parents were away and loves me just the way i am.we went to visit her last on sunday and she there was looking so frail.time does fly.i didnt remember her being this fragile.but she's still a good sport and so cute.her hair was everywhere and when i was tying her hair, she said, 'adik, kuat sikit.takpe tak sakit.rambut pun dh takde'. i just had to laugh. 'betol ni tak sakit, tok?' i asked. 'betol.ha, tarik kuar sikit', she answered.

i am going to miss her alot.hmm..maybe i should take her out sometimes.


love you!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

hey



when life gets you down, do you know what you gotta do?


just keep swimming

Thursday, August 5, 2010

ouw!

like i wrote on facebook the other day, i was attacked by my cat.random, huh.but it was painful to the core!my left hand looks like a kain batik but with an abstract twist to it.lol.i've posted the pictures on facebook but for Hana's sake, i posted them here again. :D



hope the scars wont last.amin!


kucing simpan dendam

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

broken hearted girl


H: I'm sorry but i don't have feelings for you anymore

M: ....................................




how would u feel when the person u like (and vice versa)
tells you (on one fine day)
that he/she doesn't like you anymore.
to make it worse,
he/she doesn't realize that..
it's hurting you.



"dh tak rasa ape2, nak buat mcmane"

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

read all about it

newsflash!

i've activated my facebook.
HAHA.
ok bye.



just because

Sunday, August 1, 2010

sweetest downfall

i deactivated my fb account last night.why? because im trying to forget.no...to save myself actually.anyway, im reachable via phone and ym.hope ur having a good weekend.


you're gonna hate me soon

Saturday, July 31, 2010

making sense


I’ve been contemplating on things to write actually. It has been a while and I somehow forgot how to do it 'right'. I don’t know what story to tell (though I do have a lot in my mind), I don’t know where to start, I was even thinking of the sequencing. Which story goes first, which goes last. Should I care at all or should I just write anything I want. It's supposed to be a sequence on what was happening and what’s happening in my life. But im getting it all mixed up. Sigh.

But on a different note, why am I stressing over this SMALL matter?I should just write whatever I want right? Regardless of when it happened or where or how. Okay then.. Lets start with my recent holiday..on the next post.

See yous!


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Coross

so..here i am again.alive in this boring hometown of mine.i havent been storytelling much, have i? well, dont worry.im beginning to miss blogging (i think). haha. anyhoo, its good to be back with um..a slightly demented heart.it was different this time.coming back seemed to be the hardest thing to do.it was.i had a lump in the throat.i cudnt talk.i had to compose myself one to many times.while walking along swanston, while sipping green tea frappucino (thanks coy mistress - im hooked!), while saying goodbye to a very good friend and while standing on the skybus alone.then as i got to the airport, i cudnt hold it any longer.i was pacing and crying while my fingers were busy typing final sms-es to friends.it was partly difficult because i got hurt AND i was close to having my period.more reasons to be sad kan.thank god no one sat besides me.i looked like an idiot crying like a baby.well..not exactly like a baby but u know.. :p

i began to accept everything, Alhamdulillah.although im not 100% recovered but i'll live.the pain would come and visit some time (and i'd say hey) but thats okay.at least i know im still a human.


it surprises me, how i can easily forgive u.
thanks for hurting me.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

fuck it


fuck distance and time

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I'm back y'all!

it has always been and always be one of the must things to capture.
KLCC.my second home.


it's true.im back for GOOD.so, embrace it y'all.



are you doing this for me?if you are, thank you