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newsflash!

i've activated my facebook.
HAHA.
ok bye.



just because

sweetest downfall

i deactivated my fb account last night.why? because im trying to forget.no...to save myself actually.anyway, im reachable via phone and ym.hope ur having a good weekend.

you're gonna hate me soon

making sense

I’ve been contemplating on things to write actually. It has been a while and I somehow forgot how to do it 'right'. I don’t know what story to tell (though I do have a lot in my mind), I don’t know where to start, I was even thinking of the sequencing. Which story goes first, which goes last. Should I care at all or should I just write anything I want. It's supposed to be a sequence on what was happening and what’s happening in my life. But im getting it all mixed up. Sigh.

But on a different note, why am I stressing over this SMALL matter?I should just write whatever I want right? Regardless of when it happened or where or how. Okay then.. Lets start with my recent holiday..on the next post.

See yous!

Coross

so..here i am again.alive in this boring hometown of mine.i havent been storytelling much, have i? well, dont worry.im beginning to miss blogging (i think). haha. anyhoo, its good to be back with um..a slightly demented heart.it was different this time.coming back seemed to be the hardest thing to do.it was.i had a lump in the throat.i cudnt talk.i had to compose myself one to many times.while walking along swanston, while sipping green tea frappucino (thanks coy mistress - im hooked!), while saying goodbye to a very good friend and while standing on the skybus alone.then as i got to the airport, i cudnt hold it any longer.i was pacing and crying while my fingers were busy typing final sms-es to friends.it was partly difficult because i got hurt AND i was close to having my period.more reasons to be sad kan.thank god no one sat besides me.i looked like an idiot crying like a baby.well..not exactly like a baby but u know.. :p

i began to accept everything, Alhamdulillah.although im not 100% recovered but i'll live.the pain would come and visit some time (and i'd say hey) but thats okay.at least i know im still a human.

it surprises me, how i can easily forgive u.
thanks for hurting me.

fuck it

fuck distance and time

I'm back y'all!

it has always been and always be one of the must things to capture.
KLCC.my second home.

it's true.im back for GOOD.so, embrace it y'all.



are you doing this for me?if you are, thank you

possibility

its heart breaking when things dont work out the way we want it to be kan?

and for that,

i am shattered.

scawed

i was busy doing something and then there was a knock on the door.i peeked outside and saw a police car and panicked when i saw 2 policeman/woman at our door.uh-oh.my heart skipped a beat and i straight away thought of something bad.i was worried this might have something to do with my brother.cikgu opened the door and i heard them said that someone got into our neighbour's house yesterday.so they were asking if we saw anyone suspicious.we said no and off they went.wow.that was scary.both me and cikgu got worried and i immediately headed to the living room checking the windows, the back door and everything else.then it came to our realization that our house isn't safe.at all.windows aren't grilled, gates are easy to open, back door's lock doesn't function well.now im really scared.then cikgu left leaving me all alone in the house.i triple checked everything, making sure they're closed, locked etc.then i was pretending to be busy when i was actually nervous.i watched videos on utube just to get my mind of it and jumped when i heard weird sounds.i am now hiding in my housemate's room, with my phone next to me ready to make an emergency call.lets hope everyone else get home soon!

oh, my mother

things my mom would do for me..

1. lets me out till 2am and laughs about it
(i love you ma!)

2. looking for someone who's going to the UK to buy me a Chanel pearl necklace
(i said Hell no, of course)

3. gives me money to go to New Zealand
(im still considering)

and she wants only one thing for me. to come back home.

should i feel guilty? yes. should i let go of my dreams? yes. i will insyaAllah do what's best for the family. mom is loving enough to her daughter, friends are giving enough with their opinions, housemates are cool enough with my situation and uncle GKF is kind enough to give me support. what more do i need?

enough, now.

it rained

saturday last week, we had a bbq at Flagstaff park.ok, im just gonna let the pictures do the talking.

it was a success tho it rained every now and then.let's do it again!