bridging

im supposed to be working on my assignment right now but oh, the distraction. the internet of course, is the devil of all evil.hahaha.nah..im easily distracted.couldnt keep my eyes on the paper long enough and then poof! i everted my eyes on the internet. okay, have to get back to my paper.

weh life sucks kan? (Shakir, 2009)

snow balls

Chocolate Indulgence

Star Sailor

omg.The Sartorialist is in Melbourne! how cool is that.so yesterday, i was feeling extremely excited that i actually made the effort to dress up.hoping that when im walking along Swanston St., he'd see me and would want to take a picture of me.i wore my green vintage harem/jodhphur pants with a tight long-sleeved blouse/t-shirt (watever u call it) and topped with a leather..ehem, not-so-leather black jacket, teamed the whole outlook with a brown glitter muffler and my small cute rainbow bag.wallah! so i was feeling confident walking down the street..saying out loud my giddiness about the Sartorialist to a fren who has no clue who he is.i was pretty sure that i'd make it to his blog.as i was walking, i pictured the whole thing.how he'd stop me somewhere.how he'd introduce himself.how he'd take my picture.poyo, i know..i lepak until 10pm and nothing happened.feeling a little bit exhausted from the day's work, i decided to head home and rest.so, nothing happened.probably he has already taken someone else's picture somewhere.sigh.

a girl can only dream, rite.

roti satu!

i never realized how much i've been missing Gardenia until i went back to mesia about 2months ago.mcm nak nanges kot bila pegang roti Gardenia.haha.i forgot how soft it is, how tasty it is compared to coles' hard bread! sigh.

sungguh enak dimakan begitu saja.

feeling of the moment

thx to hana, i got a story to tell after reading her latest entry.

as far as i can remember, i've never seen a shooting star.or maybe i've seen one but i forgot.anyways, if i ever see one, my wish would be..to have a Goo Jun Pyo of my own.im serious.after watching the whole episode of bof, i daydream of becoming Gum Jan Di.for once, i want to be the main character instead of a supporting role.so that i'll have my Goo Jun Pyo and the rest of Sunbaes and Ga Eul.i know its impossible but i find it comforting living in a fairy tale.where people make the effort to keep u happy regardless of any obstacles.i want to be happy.i want to have people by my side, who understands, who will always be there when i need them and who will make me smile and laugh.so, if i ever see a shooting star, i'd wish that Goo Jun Pyo will find me.

happy ending is overrated.

hari ini (part 2)

today, we got a visitor in our house (refer to picture above).since i was the one who greeted her, i became the tourist guide.with that gangster-like expression it doesnt look like a she,kan?haha.regardless, she's my one and only companion.i'd hear her bell ringing at night and in the morning she'd be at the backyard sleeping or chilling.in the afternoon i'd find her at the side of my house having a good time relaxing on the grass.she would tell me stories (in her own language of course) and i would scratch her chin in return.then we'd walk together (usually just around the yard).she just loves the attention and i dont mind spending a little bit of my time with her.i've yet to feed her since she's my neighbour's cat.but she never asked for it either.mutual understanding.no strings attached.thats good.

hope to see her tomorrow.

hari ini

today, instead of couching around, i went to sunday market with kakzura.and i got this very adorable little handbag.it was quite costly but i fell in loooove with it.the woman said it was from the 1950's.is she for real? i wonder..hahaha.anywhoo, 1950's or not it's still gorgeous!

Sigh

i want my own Goo Jun Pyo.
sigh.

ini la bahana menonton BOF

yoohoo

krispy kreme akan ke udara di times square pada 27 april 2009.enjoy!

but i still like jco better than krispy kreme.

come to think of it

i was browsing through a close fren's wedding pictures.she looked soo gorjes.too bad i wasnt able to attend the wedding.the funny part is that, i've missed a lot of cousins wedding, relatives, other close frens..but the one i didnt miss was my EX's.hahahahahahahaha.of all people, he's the one who got 'lucky' because I happened to be there in mesia at THAT particular time.and HE was 'kind' enough to send me the invitation card personally.awwww...hahahahaha.anywhoo, congrats to the lovely Gjah (if she has a blog, i'd spam it with lots of congrats and awwss) (^_^)v

she is blessed

pfftt!

my absent-mindedness is getting worse.i forget things easily.i dont use my brain that much.i dont think.i avoid critical thinking.so now, im a forgetful person.sigh.i dont want to get Alzheimer,the scariest disease ever.

imagine all the girls ah ah ah ah ah ah

dub dab dub dab

have u ever hold a stethoscope and listen to ur own heartbeat? i have.and it was..scary.haha.it freaked the hell out of me.i could clearly hear my heart beating and for a moment i was scared.for what? i cant even tell.this may sound stupid, but it was amazing to be able to hear ur own heartbeat.try it.

i feel stupid.

Bad bad girl

i feel like a bad gesellschaft.sigh.she misses me but i dont.sigh.

gesellschaft is superficial (Tonnies)